"You have to carry chaos inside of you to birth a dancing Star" - This sentence carries all the Information About me as as a Person.. Most of the earthlings heard or read this Statement once in their Lifetime. The best ideas do not come often when you are thinking about a certain problem, but when do you something completely different - Most People say they have the best ideas in the shower…. I am a chaotic Person and have a different Outlook on most Things...that wonders. confuses and sometimes annoy some People because as you can imagine when your thought-process is chaotic to deliver a thought, opinion or idea is not easily conveyed especially as an Alien aka alicorn like me but with the years gone by you learn how to Convey to an earthling who is structured.
My Zodiac is pisces...and i am the typically pisces Woman....chaotic,sensitive,emotionally intellegent as well as emotional; istening is one of my biggest strength and i think i live more in my dreams as on earth… Dreams are my reality, the only Kind of real Fantasy - the song just popped up in my head. Maybe that is my real home because as you can imagine how hard and difficult earth live can be...especially as someone who has a different thought process or perspective. Dreams are also a big Inspiration for me in Terms of Problem solving and design...Although this conveys an image of someone who can not deal with earthling-Problems or neither understand them. How can a Person like that can design something that can Appeal to the human Society? Well, as an piscien Alien i know i can feel und understand human Emotion and Needs and can provide them Solutions with a touch of Pixie star dust from space, That means to give them something that touches their inner child and their Imagination.
I would describe my designs as "chaotic easieness" - Chaos seems Always so heavy and confusing, but it does not Always have to be the case. You can have chaos that seems light and childlike. And you can have both the strctured Adult and the chaotic child in one design.
I try to incorperated my emotions,feeling and values in my design - you might say design is Always like that - on the one end it is subjective with the taste of the designer, but in my experience to not fall into the expections and wishes of others and to Change Things which you originally liked is very hard. Some might say a designer is something different than an Artist.The Designer should leave his subjective opinion behind and just cater to the Needs of People. Only the Artist has the Right to create completely on the Basis on their own emotions,feelings and values.
I do not think that it should be the case that a designer should only gets People Needs met - i think they should give them an experience that Maybe lead in a Change in their thought process or inspire them in any way possible while being happy to see or use something you created.
If you look at my logo and the most primary colors of White and black on the website which was an instinctiv choice seems to come from a place of my brain to express my inner world. I am a very paradoxical person and i see all kinds of perspective. The dance betwwen light and darkness is a daily endaviour i do un-sub- and consciously.. My Unconscious always tries to test the limits of both end of extremes - what is acceptable and not acceptable, when has something a positive or negative impact and i think the goal of it all is to have a very extensive and detailed memory and information database with a very specific structure that with any information my mental state comes across is faster than the day before to make certain decisions. Ultimately my mental state tries to build a closed system with a circular flow state of energies that it works or reaches the yin yan balance the brain always strive to become.
Maybe, you think someone who sees design like this does not live in the real world - and yes i am not Living in reality, i live in my dreams and in Honor of them and my character i do not let real life lessen my artistic freedom of design - thats my Mission - artistic freedom of design.