The problem after WW2 is the lack of awareness on the individual conscience/conscious work on human development. Baby Boomers skipped the stages to recognise the respect level you can expect of a living being, a human , a person and a personality. The governments involved in it knew that most people who experienced the war in an age range that they can remember it word be too traumatized to have the energy to further develop themselves or the economy. They needed to make sure that the next generations are so motivated that all the countries have a chance to exist. Everything was there for them without really to work hard on it and making sure that everyone has work however it was needed or not  which made sure that a lot of money was getting back to the state. It is much more cost reducing to bring people into work than trying to give them money when they are not working. They manipulated the generation after World War 2 that their worth as a human being and the respect they can achieve is associated with outside factors like job, income and how much work of any kind you can do in your life. Certain behaviors and a shared mindset would lead to collective happiness where everyone has the life of their dreams. The sort of entitlement changed through generation. Baby Boomers have the issue that they are entitled to do whatever they want as long as they work hard and should be respected for their workload. They were taught they can do now wrong and they can trust their perception and decision making without taking others into consideration led to a sensitivity which associates criticism to a restriction of freedom and an insult to their personality.  This insult leads to a fear of abandonment by the collective because baby boomers are aware of the power of the collective and the need for a happy life.  Gen X is entitled to being catered to all the time and that they get everything they want without working hard. Because they were traumatized by their parents only interested in working and having the assumption that the parents are more interested in themselves than their children they feel that they deserve their happy family life and that everyone should make sure that they get it. The problem is that Baby Boomers did not understand how much care and guidance children need. Their values and image portrayed to the outside world is more important. They did not see the effects of their lack of involvement because they were never really at home.  Gen X did not get the message from the outside world that they have anything to offer and were nor encouraged like the Baby Boomers because the situation of the state was so regulated that it did not need extra push for the next generation.  Moreover, most of them were raised by other family members, often their grandparents who fulfilled their role but without having the influence of their parents associated their behavior with their worth and how people should treat them. Because the brain subconsciously associates the behavior of their grandparents  to their worth which is defined normally by the parents. How the parents treat you is a standard you expect from other people. The interesting dichotomy is that you would think how their grandparents treated them they would treat their children, but is not the case. The issue is that by observing both influences and how their peers developed, they often became paranoid and were very aware of the efficiency of parents and grandparents.  The lack of control was the issue they perceived is the problem, so they become very controlling. The lack of understanding as a result of that led to a high "me" focus, which kind of resembles that of the Baby Boomers.  The issue is that Gen X decided to put much more restrictions on the freedom of their family members because they are too fearful because of their lack of self-respect and lack of abilities, to raise them in a way that their self-respect does not get threatened. They are too fearful to lose things but by restricting freedom led to a more rebellious, angry and disappointed attitude of their children which put distance to their parents. The analytical nature of the millenials led to knowledge that is hard for them to forgive because it is so severe. Also they know that their parents did not know any better. The problem is that humanity is very important to millennials but funny enough the people who they perceived did not treat them like humans they can not other people accordingly. The problem is their taught distancing method in order to be objective and have a much more accurate analysis of things. But because they are human beings the more they analyze the more repressed emotions come up because of the triggers they analyze. Gen X is less aware because they were not taught to be analytical so they just led their emotions out without understanding them. This paradoxically led to a less distanced relationship between them and the Baby Boomers.  Through the development of psychology and analytical thinking, Millenials and after are more willing to work on certain issues because they know more and there are more methods to use. They no longer have to look outside to guide their behaviors to or make sense of their being. The generation before do not understand the behaviors starting from Millennials because they are not triggered as much because of their lack of emotional and analytical awareness as well as efficiency. The issue also was that Baby Boomers used their empowerment against the government, which led to the decision another strategy must be used for the next generations.  It also coincides with the technical achievements after World War 2 that human work power was not really needed as much. Millenials are entitled to a work life balance and that they should be respected for what they know not what they do.  They were taught that only perfection and uniqueness can lead to a certain lifestyle. They were taught that only producing something new can make them withstand the hard competition and work opportunities are very rare but if you fulfill XYZ criteria you can have -XYZ life.  The uniqueness should come from their ability to think critically, logically and produce new ideas because the technical means were there to produce as many ideas as possible. Individual happiness based on fulfilling the taught criteria of the society was an expectation. Gen Z wants to express themselves and their feelings/emotions without restrictions whomever they hurt. This is their definition on individuality.  Millenials think of individuality of ideas, thinking  and outer expression and Gen Z the expression of emotions and feelings. Millenials are much more thinking oriented and pragmatic than the more affiliative and emotional Gen Z. There are certain values everyone should follow and if you not, you have to live with the consequences of your action.  They are very sensitive to how other people perceive them and how systems work because from their view and probably what they were taught in school is that Gen X and Millennials are entitled and do not really work hard and efficiently. There is a certain arrogance and their lack of emotional awareness that annoys Gen Z.  Genz Z is much more aware that individual happiness should not make other people miserable. The entitlement, limted agency and lack of responsibility of Gen X ,Millenials egoism to create their perception of a  happy life and the hardcore and demandind inividualism of the Baby Boomers makes Gen Z angry because they see a lack of empathy and responsibility people have for each other. They react like Gen X in a sense they are very emotional and demand a certain kind of collective responsibility that all Generation before them did not really show. All of them show irrational and extreme behavior for different kinds of action. Baby Boomers are appalled by criticism and the lack of work ethic of the other generations after them.  Gen X by not giving them what they want and questioning their orders, Millennials by being forced to do things they do not want to do or any restriction of their freedom to make for them perceived personal decisions, which they think have no consequences for other people. Gen Z gets angry by Efficiency and the lack of empathy, care and understanding. 

Her eyes are like a telescope that highlights/focuses on every significant memory be it good or bad, traumatic or emotional; your flaws (that you think of and that she sees a flaw in perceiving and judging) every important interaction or relationship with yourself and what kind of life you lived. It shows also whether a masochist or a sadist. Sadistic people can relish in their highlighted sadistic parts and the pain inflicted on others or the interpretation of their eyes of those memories and traits can make you feel uncomfortable. Masochistic people could be disgusted and intrigued at the same time because their repressed truth comes into light which they can not escape or they relish in the highlighted pain and the sympathy of your pain. The different reactions towards her startled and confused her but later in life she understood that it is not about her - it is about the relationship with themselves and how they see themselves and their experiences. She learned a lot about a person through the reaction towards her. 

Her hair was like snakes that tried to seduce you. She is innocent but her mouth is not. The duality of her person leads to a variety of opinions and even she questions her true nature. She seduced people she did not want to seduce and people she likes to get close to had no interest in her. Maybe the unconscious is more powerful than the conscious.

 I think you do not have to accept the reality you are in; you have to accept that you are responsible for your perception and interpretation of it and that it is a result of your personality that is extremely hard to change. The complexity of oneself is an interesting concept - Are we all born with the same possible talents, weaknesses etc. and based on our surroundings and what the mind perceives is needed we manifest them? We will see if science one day can give us an answer. But until then your personality, soul, mind and body develops based on the stimuli it receives and interestingly enough there is a common time frame between 25 and 33 where typically one's personality and the restrictions as a result gets conscious which can start earlier if society propagates, supports and teaches  self-reflection that certainly some cultures do. This reflection phase is the manifestation of your chosen purpose in life and a starting point into adulthood.  You learn to accept all of your personality to be more aware of your actions, thoughts and behaviors and maybe search for new methods to deal with. Recurring situations get better because things and situations will highly reoccur because of your personality, traumas and cognitive functions. People say they can not change because of their personality but those people did not even acknowledge the past they do not want to see. This is also a sign of not reaching adulthood - you can argue there can be bad adults who refuse to take responsibility although they know they have to - But is adulthood not a choice of accepting reality and the responsibility that comes with it?  The preferred lenses in which you perceive the world won't change but what you perceive and how using different methods results in different outcomes can give the brain new information to process through your prefered cognitive filters, which gives more trust and reassurance to deal with those situations better. Acceptance and objectivity is the key but things that annoy,scare or impacts you negatively do not change. You can deal with situations better through awareness and training.

I think often than not intelligence is perceived by context, status, authority and relation. Friends hardly perceive each other as intilligent because the context of friendship is emotional not scientific - although there is a heightened awareness or perspective shift throughout ones life. You experience people in new ways only by focusing on different categories.  They become much more complex. Moreover, friends and family members do not often experience to see a different from of intilligence they are used to by experiencing for example each other at work.That is why friends and family get surprised and see each other almost as a different person. Contexts changes people by the demand of the environment and which brain region are active in which contexts. Family and Friends focus more on emotional intilligence because intense problem solving is mostly required at work and philosophical or moral dilemas are often than not solved internally. For different contexts different forms of intilligence is needed but because of the limited association as commenly perceived as intilligent people use different words to describe the form of intilligence. So there can be a questioning whether your family, friends or significant other perceives you as intilligent. After 25 years of age you start to question your perception of the people around you. You need an x amount of experiences and moments to build an image and charcteristics of that person - and there lays the problem that in context of friends and family certain intelligences is rarely experienced. Maybe some people associate intilligence differently. Maybe it is a feeling perception, image, concept, abstraction, concrete, shown in the real world through action, sensation, ideas, possibilities, behaviour, how someone speaks, their bodily posture etc.

I think the global access of information and connection can heal the world, because the collective unconcious traumas can be healed that way. In order to reach the Utopia that is described and ingrained in the human psyhe seems possible and the traumatising effect of conciousness which is described in the story of Adam and Eve can lead us not being in the state of paradise again, where we lived more with instinct and intuition but to be able to build a real existing Utopia, where everything and everyone can reach its full potential and fulfill the premise of the universe decided you to have. Millenials are the starting point and we need to encourage the newer generation to go deeper in the healing process. It takes every humn being to heal the collective unconcious so everyone is important and should see themselves important enough to go to the journey of healing.

I saw the future me and i did everything i can to be with her and not be with her.  I was confused whether I needed or wanted her future. Not fitting a pattern that i can analyse and understand intrigued and scared me at the same time. She was developed where i was not and she represented a direction, that was lacking in my life.  She represented a vision of me i needed to be but was scared to be. She represented options that i need to take but was scared to do so. I was splitted to my fear to be perceived as a inmoral and bad person by others and the future she represented. I could not predict what decisions would have consequences for me. I could leave everything behind for her and she would not feel any remorse to be in a relationship with someone else.

Why should I leave everything i worked if i can convince her to have a relationship wit me that involves no sacrifices of me. I am an opportunist, so why closing options - Because some Options must be closed, to open new ones.  I wanted you to be honest, mostly to yourself. Because objectively you should be content, does not mean that you are. Every feeling amd emotion has its right to be there and tells you something from your subconcious. Because you directed your life to the social atmosphere does not mean that its conditions makes you happy. You have responsibility to yourself to reach honest contentment and peace in your life - that is how you make the people around you the most happy. I did not want you to sacrifice anything for me, i wanted you to reach paradise by being honest. 

because they have no healthy guidance by the older generations to look up, too. Baby Boomers are cold and fake and Generation X behave like teenagers who just entitled, angry, lazy and self-obsessed. We knew from a young age that we can not count on being guided in the way the universe intended us to be. That is why the universe forced us to distance ourself from the false,twisted and extreme values of them and  reestablish the frequencies they intended for human kind to begin with. Your circle who you confide to becomes very small which limited the information inflow for the mind. Humans needs some kind of guidance to develop. Millenials had to raise themselves alone by starting to be aware of their state of being, logic and experience. It often started in your twenties for millenals and Gen z  where you should already be an adult. The brain is scared to reach certain levels of developement in a mental sate where there is a limited area to growth. The mind reduces the energy needed for the body which is more heigtened or focused on the body because in that age rage most people had small children to cater to in the pat. The reuse of the energy for the mind to reach a certain level of mental state where a healthy environment can be created for the next generation in a still biological state, where healthy children can be born puts the mind under pressure, especially where the overflow of unnecessary informations is floating around. The bodily state can be compared to the teenage years and more developed ones where there is not lot of activity involved.  It was a fight against the fear of human beings to not sustain their confortable lifestyle as well as the urge of survival and developement of mother nature. You feel that something that was natural for so many generations and which is ingrained in the psyche as necessary was completely taken awaywithout the concious contempt of them. Millenials feel that the older generations are to traumatised to guide them. 

What do you do if your brain is connected to the universe but you live subconciously and the message its got from the subconcious takes to long to come into awareness?

After bad things have happened you see the signs and though you had in your subconcious but your concious with its low energy has difficulty of priroritizing the information it gets. You feel responsible all the time because your cencious needs time to connect and being awre of the situations. You feel trapped in your mind with a constant state of regret, frustrations, fear and guilt. If you do everything to do to be hyperaware but it destroys you. You fear everything, you feel always responsible. How can you accept your state of mind but at the same time work on it...what if your mind is masochistic and sadistic at the same time?

Maybe, my mind represent the universe being masochistic and sadistic at the same time. It chuckles you for your fear in quest of knowledge. Life always brings you the situation you fear - and if you fear fear?

She has those little intricacies that reminds you that she is more unique than the ones who you outwardly see are different - she always has a book at home where she writes in, funny enough in English although she speaks German and her mother tongue is Arabic. She had quite a disdain for listening to German through media. Her subconcious was much more intilligent and aware than her concious. She thought she did not know the reason which she found out later - why the disdain for German - so her mother did not know what she is listening to - her subconcious know the more your parents know about you the more they can manipulate and use you. Same with her chaotic nature - she was messy because she knows the noisiness of both of her parents. Her mother is disgusted by mess  any kind so being disgusted by you protected her from her tendency to manipulate and exploit. It is this kind of intiuitive knowing that protected her by real exploitation and manipulation. Her family hated her because she did not play along in their false parade of lies. They were all about survival, she was all about protection of her universal destiny. Her being was disgusted by dishonesty because she knows everything bad multiplies in her and she becomes dangerous. Her importance on protecting herself protected the world. Her relationship with language is also quite unique and her habit of eating the same for weeks and than suddenly changing like her obssessions, her sudden mood shifts of warm and cold, hyperfocus and stimulation, complete unawareness and hyperawareness of her surrounding and feelings, her spikes of energy and inspiration as well as her very unique perception of beauty, which is very detailed,conceptual,emotinal, interconnected and story based. She has a perspective on beauty that does not come only from the world of the senses but the abstractions and reconnecting of associations, allegories and metaphors. She speaks like a badass and has a royal feeling to her which prevents people seeing the very unique characteristics and behaviours, that makes her her. Her ability to not stand out but also standing out is very interesting. The complex of awe and impatience, asking to much and to less of her. You do not know how much is acceptable to want and how much she wanted to be relied on. The deepness of her thoughts are fascinating and scary at the same time. You want to see her full potential and at the same time are scared of it. Her innocent support makes people feel good and guilty at the same time, because they are scared that they are using her and not able to give back because of the rarity of innocent support. Her complex thinking systems makes you interested and annoyed at the same time. Although she seems like  a balanced person on the outside, her presence brings positive and negative feelings out simoutanoeusly. People praise her or are very angry - depending what they value. She touches all emotional spectrum of a human being  where she herself gets confused why - her neutrality makes people try to reach her differently; that makes it hard for her to work on herself - the fight in me to want her to be her true self but also behave like everyone else to know where i stand and knowing what to do - basically protecting oneself for unknown consequences - you can get lost in her perception of the world that make you loose yourself your identity - which is that what people triggers - they feel analysed like other people to not do in so much depth - you feel exposed - there are people who want this and some who do not -If you started or felt comfortable with the identity you build and those are indirectly questioned can be very uncomfortable with the identity you built,and those are indirectly questioned can be very uncomfortable - you always have sense that she knows more than she lets you - That is why some people feel very uncomfortable around her - If you are strong and willing  enough she can change your life with her truth. The more she tries to be at the background the more people get triggered - Control is only possible with things you can see - And that is what she is that even she did not understand - she is uncontrollable like the universe she has a difficult relationship with and why people get frustrated - The universe mirrors her behaviour back to her which makes her angry and frustrated - One thing she needs to understand and the world around her - Her Beauty lies in her chaos - tryong to tame it or limit it is the biggest sin you can do - you hurt her and the universe and yourself in it at the same time - The unhappy times comes from the nast<y behaviour of people around her - she represent mother nature - fearful, farcinated,frustrated and used. And her feeling of loneliness represents the lack of understand, connection and respect of humans towards her. She tried everything - giving everything that she can being angry to show human that they have to change, being selfish to protect herself, being chaotic without logic for reason and reluctantly giving people their responsibility back. Mother Nature does not punished human beings for the lack of connection or seeing the importance of a healthy relationship. Not honoring what she offers but giving the human race the responsibility to learn from their mistakes and giving them time and space to heal on their own. In the relationship with her gets better and healthy the relationship between the human race and mother nature will improve. We have to learn from each other. That is why you never fully can grasp the inner dynamics of her - like nature who chooses their own reasons to do and behave how she does. Accepting, being sensitive and integrating oneself to her would make anyone reaches the highest form of calm hapiness, pure wonder, appreciation of new discovered beauty and the rare reached goal of enlightenment. She works with repeated patterns that get interrupted by the clashes of forces that makes you change your life forever. One thing she says or does  can lead to a redirection of your life - positive or negative. You have to be very sensitive and inquisitive to know whether what she does is helpful or destructive.

It seems like that true beauty is neglected, not seen or tried to be destroyed because true beauty is honesty, which is horrific for people who did not learn to see it early. Society feels like not to praise people who are exceptional because they are made aware of their flaws being present. In a society where your being is at the same level or even above the creation of mother nature everything that reminds you of yor flaws puts you in a survival mode or is a threat to your standing in society and your lifestyle.

Maybe the human personality is a program created by the universe - but what is the reason, what is the goal? Are we just running on a program where the system is so closed that every decision leads to preferred outcome? Or is free will integrated in that said system? Can we even create a new system out of the programming?

Most people act through image. It is consciously curated for a certain goal. Fewer/Less people act through vision. Vision is much less effecient and takes longer to accomplish. It is less opportunistic which can be negative because though 

I think the greatness/genius of a person becomes clearer with age because with more observation, thoughts and experiences, which often mixed together creates more unique insights. Often times there is a starting point which often happens in the middle of the twenties were patterns can be filtered out and are not seen as random events. Messages are often result/interpretation or statements of obervations that are similar in different ways. Those messages are often interconnected and can be a network or a line. The combination of observation and knowledge leads to new combination of developement so the more of each is there the more creative someone can become. That is why wisdom is associated with advanced age because observation and experiences become repetitive or similar overtime. Creativity is highly correlated to the amount of observation, thinking and knowledge is consumed. Creativity is an instinctive and intuitive flow and should not be restricted for great outcomes.

is the demise or the burdon of the human mind. We even would allow ourself to extinct as a species for our instinct for closure. Perfectly described in the last word of Jesus when he died on the cross. The end promises something that we humans not know but which our instincts desperately drives towards. Everything end because new things have to come. The universe one goal is gaining information. A state of stagnation leads to the end of the universe.There are only two things that is the basis of everything - the question and the answer. Everything is a product of this. The truth weakens. Your body tries to destroy itself because its purpose of being a vessel is not needed anymore. The universe or the protection of the collectivew unconcious goes away. Your destiny belongs to mother nature. It does not force the end, it just takes its protection away. In the end the collective unconcious purpose is progress. Everything that does not help will be led to the end or will be ended by external metrics. You feel heavy  and than light because the protection is gone. 

The thing or feeling you have inside is the illusion of importance. It leads you feel emotions. It makes you think. But if it is taking away and you give into the real insignificance of oneself, you will not exist anymore. You are still a creation but you do not develop. you do not exis if you reached your destiny. 

You are just a body who feels everyhing the body does but the mind and soul is not there anymore. This moment is the saddest point in someones life. The universe or the collective unconcious cries if that happens. The ideal is the one factor that leads to that state, we are in. This is why we live. The more basic we become the less human we are.

You have to pay a price to enter your shadow or the intiligence of the collective unconcious. For your quest you were given a gift, but what is the price you and your surrounding will pay - their experience of the older you will be no more. You force a version of you that they need,  not necessarily see or want. You become the gift they desperately want to destroy but have to see everyday of their life. You become a gift that needs to be chosen. Only a self - chosen gift can be useful for the individual person. So if you start your shadow work and you become the gift, let be chosen.

One of the hardest thing to learn is to accept ones own humanity. And that humanity is a beautiful thing. Maybe, the change of perspective is the gaming of the universe perspective on us. We get a more complex view and get more burdened. If you start being an adult, you see how difficult , flawed and complex everything is so no energy comes really in. An adults life minimises the longevity of emotions. Other peoples limitations become yours. The lost potential of oneself is the peversion, disgust and disappointment that human beings feel. Something was not developed in you what your surrounding is responsible for. The lack of independance is also disgusting. You realise you are less in control that you want to be. You are not your creation. You are the creation of something else.

more than everybody else because intuitionneeds to be trained, analysed and interpreted in a way that is realistic and beneficial. Intuition can be seen but how to interpret what intuition takes in is really important. Because it is a metaphyical process it needs to be explained and guided. Sensors have the advantage to figure things out on their own. 

because it is their natural place to be. Nature looks at you how you want to be looked at - how you are in your being and accepting of this being. Nature elevates and accept every uniqueness and difference as well and the unified and common chracteristica of everything. It leads to growth and to an evolving unique experience for everyone in it. The image becomes more vividly and interesting. Nature wants to appreciate what you can give to it. It is a cicle of giving and taking that everything can run smoothly. It is a delicate dance where when you not aware can step on each other foot and hurt each other. Being aware and knowladgable partner can create a beautiful dance amd image that heals and moves. But both have to be open, listen,observe and analyse one another to know what the other part wants. It is about respect what the other has to offer.

so much or want to see me in pain that separated from my mind so have not control over it or can change the health of it. It does not forgive and it seems it is sadistic in nature. How can you move on from something if your body always reminds you of your mistakes which makes it so hard to become the person you vision to be. People can destroy you so much that even your body is against you. If body, mind and soul need to be healthy to be happy. How can you convince your body to be in support in your vision.

The difference between the genrations after Worl War 2 and Millenials is that the previous generation were doers where they let live takes it course be their first impulse. Because of the negative after symptoms and results that we have to deal now, we millenials are much more careful of our decision. We are more observers or learn through observing and analysing than the previous ones. Of course in comparison to millenials the previous generation seem to havedone a lot more but is about quality and not quanting and quality takes time. You minimise error and negative impacts that lead to now errors.

I think abstinence for men is a much bi

will always be subjective and flawed if those forces do not become mortal or humbled in the real world. They need to be mortal because only through mortality change can occur . It forces to reflect and become more objective. The knowledge derived from it leads to enlightenment where judgement and distinction is no longer there, just basic logic and understanding nature.

Often times towards the end of a photoshoot you see a change in people where there true instinctive inner beauty comes out and you get a glimbse in their inner world and life story. It is really a fascinating thing to see and you can see that in the photos. That is why people are suprised when they see the pictures because they can see their inner beauty for the first time.

If your give your ownership to the universe, you become scared because of lack of control but also free from guilt and dependancy.

We three represent the truth - how god feels- what humans are all about - what their soul is. One represent the scope of time, the meaning behind everything, not necessarily the why. It is more results-based and more concrete as well as action-oriented. Than we have the thinking in truth. It analysis, justifies and creates. Understanding is creating. It guides you. It changes you. Than we have feeling and emotion. This for what we live for. That is the force of everything. And having god in your house where others are just to much in hell to see it, they suffer more. Having god in your presence can bring the worst in you if you are not concious. The universe always thrives for balance. Moreover, it is about effeciency. Where are you in the spectrum of feeling. God pushes you in the direction you chose to go. In every direction lies the truth so it does not matter whether you are happy or not. The goal in life is developement and insight, which can be wrong and destructive, but that is not an important distinction for truth. We are here to generate insight in terms of meaning, thinking and feeling. It is about exploration of the truth. And truth is everything and it involves as much suffering as euphoria.

When the key to paradise is used for survival, it destroys you and the mind takes it away. You will never feel one again. You become completely separated from creation. You are forced to feel your existence and limitations until the end. That's what happens when Adam and Eve decide to eat the apple of truth. Their own survival instincts leeched onto the one thing that seemingly would bring them out of the unsure destiny of their lives - wisdom and knowledge. They become creators like mother nature. But they realized they never will and paid the price of subjugation. Whether the angels let us in paradise again - that is a matter of true remorse. We have to one - choose to forget everything we know - two - Be responsible with the knowledge we accumulated and will use it not for survival but protection. BEcause mother nature can only create, it can not protect and that is why we are the bridge between the material and physical world. We became from protectors to destroyers. Our capacity of not seeing the experience of our own life is not the highest value but looking at how you are a part of something bigger. Your influence becomes bigger when you see the connection. Your own survival limits destruction in the mind of a human but is the complete opposite. Jesus key was also taken away - he could not feel connected to humanity anymore because his empathy destroyed him. But you can say the key to paradise whether you want to rescue or survive becomes a destruction tool. Jesus' ability to feel with people that led so many people to follow him was gone. He did not have the ability anymore. That is why he was scared out of his mind, that the one tool that gave him any power was taken away from him. The universe and mother nature still talk with him but he had no means to change anything. You just became a spectator of life. You are not a participant anymore or have any say in what will happen. He chose his key to paradise wrongly. He catered to the ego and not to the soul. And when he stopped all the egos rejected him because they feel deceived or see they can not get nothing from him anymore. The ego is conscious not the soul until you make it conscious and that is such a hard practice. Jesus was born like any other human to share his soul with people. Because the soul brings paradise not the ego. And the split between ego and soul is the hell we experience. When you are in your prime you need to be idealistic and believe you can bring change. You are in your mental and physical prime. But this mindset led to unforeseen problems that human beings need to overcome by becoming adults, by bringing the soul into an active participant in the real world. When your soul is seen you are not human, because ego is associated with humanity. You are something different. You are energy. You are the bridge between the spiritual and physical world. How does Jesus of all people before and after him was the one who entered paradise again - he did let go of his need for rescue and connection. He submitted completely to what his soul told him to do - without any expectations for a change. He was in the valley of the dead, which is all his aspects he buried in his mind. He needed to bring every single piece into life again to re enter life.  You do not have the connections you craved as in your ego. You do not try to rescue the world. You are simply there and living out the purpose mother nature or god gave you - exist and protect - how Adam and Eve lived when they were in paradise. So did Jesus got his tool for change and connection back - no one really knows - it is not mentioned in the bible - he was the same after resurrection but was not. So what changed

? What was rearranged? Was he just a soul? What did his cognition arranged or had a different outer result by changing loyalty? Did he lose something to get to the state of wholeness again? Technically Adam and Eve gained and lost something by the power of knowledge and truth. Does Jesus gave up that knowledge in order to be in paradise again - Do we as humans have to give up our biggest power to become whole again? What happened to the inner world of JEsus of him making certain decision can never be captured? He never wrote and even if he would have done it nothing can really capture the inner experience and the transformational process of being equal, body, soul and mind. No one knows how it feels like besides Jesus - not even enlightened ones. He did something no one knows how to. So how do we get to paradise again - When the soul had enough of being pushed down. It will know and our decision will be - how much am i fearful to what happen when i let my soul guide me. Jesus was destined to die . in which way to interpret does not matter - he knew he had not other choice to submit to his soul. Whether it was a good or bad decision no one knows. We just know the world was the same. And maybe that is the key to paradise.

 It prevents you from being a part of certain frequencies that help you to get the inner state you desire. You can not act obedience and trust, but in your deepest desire you only trust yourself and the control it brings. Love is obedience, trust and letting go of control. You have his guidance and protection but only you love him. Love makes you vulnerable, but only if you love something that has a negative influence on you. The problem with loving god/ universal energy is that it can not be felt or seen, like human love.

It is not working with the same parameters. Human love grows through knowledge And experience. You feel secure because you know the person or you think you know. They proved to you that you can trust them. The aspect that loving the universe is so hard is that it is not consistent  in human eyes. It seems like sometime it is so uncaring towards us that you can not believe it is an act of love. You can only love the universe if you love yourself. BEcause your perception is the key. You create your reality. And that is why you should love god, because it changes your perspective. Perspective leads to heaven or hell. Only through loving oneself, one can reach paradise because it is a perspective. But this perspective has to be earned by decisions and actions. And by loving the universe you love yourself and vice versa and this is the highest form of yin/yan. You are miserable because you bring the misery. That is why paradise is an individual quest, sure the outside is influencing you but in the end you have to decide if you alone are capable to reach the paradise state or not. The universe can help you there 

 Maybe the God/Goddesses of the Olymp represent all human archetypes possible. You can have a more dominant but throughout our lifetime you can experience different archetypes. The stories about the gods should teach human beings how your mind works, what pitfalls to look out for and what you should guide yourself, too. By praying to one of the gods you realize the problem and by focusing and reflecting by prayer your brain will work in a subconscious way to get what you want that it seems like wonder or a present of the gods. What we do not perceive or decide with our ego, semm something produced from us. The idea of the gods should help people to take time and trust for the mind to come with insights and solutions.

She is the decider. As a man you can only try to influence in the right direction for you. Give her what she needs and she will make you the greatest man in the universe. You decide that to speak - The language of destruction or the highest form of enlightened, euphoric self, the language of deception or the language of wisdom. Men decide by choosing a woman what voices i language they want to speak.

you should love, cherish, protect and inspire beauty. Do not see beauty as an object or value that gives you joy or even leads to ecstatic or druglike euphoria. Give beauty, inspire beauty, transform beauty clake her unique, make her transform others. Give her all the possibilities you can so she becomes and creates more beauty. See the inner beauty. Do not own her like an object, who you can use because it has no feelings, can not think, does not feel any sensation or has any other living component on it. Worshiping her does not help her grow and the biggest honor and respect you are given is to help someone to health their highest form of self. Be selfless and live for beauty, not for your own benefit. 

Different kinds of beauty are used to highlight what is missing in a person's life. The more someone covers up the more flawed humanity is. Some people are mirrors but want to protect humanity by seeing their own reflection. They feel bad. They do not think humanity can handle it. So instead of discovering their inner beauty or the beauty of the world, they just want to distract humany from their real reflection. Beauty and style can be a reflection of them or being a message to the world what they see is lacking. How can you see the difference? How sad they look.

Is it low self - esteem , is it comfort, does he think I get more from my wife than my children, how badly she treats me, does a fathers care change if children start to provide. Does a fathers love to be earned? Does a man's love have to bearned? What does the wife have against him that the fathers does the unspeakable?Does he agree in some sense that he is unable to see something present in their child, he does not possess. Both have low self - esteem, but one destroys what is seemingly better than they are, the other one seems to be masochistic and stays by a person who makes everything terrible because it is better to feel bad than to feel nothing. Maybe, he needed to see other people getting hurt and being in pain to feel that also. This person knows it limits how much to neglect and manipulate. It knows that destroying it would just make it feel numb again.

The truth lies within and if you believe in something the outside world does not, you are strong enough to see the truth. And that is what Jesus tried to say. But it needs to come from a sincere place where everything that is true gets accepted and processed. People are scared of the truth, because they learn that they are weaker than they want to be and they will lose possibilities forever. They have to give up certain fantasies about their life and what it can be.

We would expect our extinction for our instinct for closing. Perfectly described in the last word of Jesus when he died on the cross. The end promises something that we humans do not know, but which our instincts desperately drive towards. Everything ends because new things have to come. The universe's one goal is gaining information. A state of stagnation leads to the end of the universe. There are only two things that are the basis of everything - The question and the answer. Everything is a product of this. The truth weakens. Your body tries to destroy itself because its purpose of being a vessel is not needed anymore. The universe or the protection of the collective unconscious goes away. Your destiny feels like mother nature. It does not force the end. It just takes its protection away. In the end the collective unconscious purpose is progress. Everything that does not help will be led to the end or will be ended by external metrics. You feel heavy and then light because the protection is gone.

because I decided because of the meaning of my name that outer Beauty will not be important anymore. The struggle I feel for years is that, did not know what my name meant. When I knew, I knew everything and I tried to embody or create a personality which a person with the same name can embody. I can influence what kind of life someone will lead. Be respectful to that task - it is very rare that a person has freedom to influence the reincarnation of those names. Because my name is rare, long and seems royal because of its sound and letters/structure, people associated me with those traits and were judged accordingly.

You chose to give into fear of love - the most cowardice decision you can ever do? The brain tries to replicate the intensity of love but in a safe way for the ego - here the manipulation controlling behavior, intellectual useless endeavors, perversion and emotional extremism developed in an otherwise good - hearted, integral, fearless loving person.

because I decided because of the meaning of my name that outer Beauty will not be important anymore. The struggle I feel for years is that, did not know what my name meant. When I knew, I knew everything and I tried to embody or create a personality which a person with the same name can embody. I can influence what kind of life someone will lead. Be respectful to that task - it is very rare that a person has freedom to influence the reincarnation of those names. Because my name is rare, long and seems royal because of its sound and letters/structure, people associated me with those traits and were judged accordingly.