After I finished University, i, like the majority, started to think About the past and whether the sacrifices I made for that were worth it. To be honest I did not like the Person i became; self-centered,paranoid,scared, not even acknowledging or finding importance to human relationships. I lost Focus on who I was before - a Person,who is sensitive to other people's needs and state of mind. Above all else I think I lost having a sense of responsibility. I started to think about what responsibility is…About and how different forms of relationship have different forms of responsibility. In a love relationship you have the responsibility of honesty and being aware that there are intense emotions involved that you have to be sensitive about. Nowadays People think of relationships as an investment where you should get something off of the person that they can not do alone - praise, intimacy, acknowledgment, importance. In an intimate and physical relationship people do not really think about whether they are Right for their Partner or help them to become the best Person they can be or be perfect through each other or as a unit. I think the biggest compliment you can make to each relationship, can be human and human, human to animal or human and nature, to feel responsible and to care. I think People have this idea or expectation that People should voice out their needs, wants and desires but if you do not learn to respect them or make fun of them then you get people who need others being sensitive enough to have a good guess based on their behavior. The real them and not the negative front they portray to keep people at distance or to use power or hierarchy  to survive. Everything becomes egocentric and People see themselves as the center of the universe - this is a Problem that occurs throughout human history. Everything is an interconnected system and a system only works without problems when everybody does their tasks right. The biggest problem in human history was and is fear and arrogance. There is an underlying mistrust in everything that prevents  human beings to fully be who they really are. And I think a solution to the issue is that People first acknowledge that everyone and everything needs everyone and everything. Everyone and everything should be taken responsibility for. People can make mistakes through feeling responsible as well and destroy their freedom by it but this only happens if there is no counterbalance. If everyone cares for everything then the system would run more smoothly because you do not get the feeling of exhaustion or unfair treatment. Everyone would witness your needs without you voicing them and giving exactly what you need and you do the same. The exhaustion level comes from the fact that humans are inherently other - people - focused and in ancient times everyone took care of everyone in the tribe because if they did not do it resulted in negative outcomes for the tribe. The tribe was a system where everyone had tasks to do so everything had to run smoothly. Other people made sure or supported their tribe members if they struggled. You can say it is selfishness because they supported each other for their own safety but in the end it doesn't matter because everyone's needs were met and were content. Selfishness only matters when people suffer through it. Every human being has a survival instinct and it is his own system which focuses on their own physical needs. You need energy to care and protect the other tribe members. By transferring those needs to the other tribe members complete selfishness is prevented. The situation nowadays is that people build a societal cage where everyone has to fight for their survival on their own or use people for that. They are taught they need certain things to be content and those things are dependent on how society defines how to get them. People became so dependent  in their search for independence. Complete independence means evaluating everything that you were taught and whether the needs, wants and desires that society tells you are acceptable or good to have a chance to make you fulfilled. Working with nature instead of against or controlling it represents a much bigger and more reliable source of filling those needs, wants and desires. If everyone teaches the balance between dependence,interdependence and independence in their multifaceted ways people would be much happier because of said balance. Exhaustion or psychological damage can be prevented because the need for survival is minimized. The constant fear of human beings for Survival leads to a paranoid and egoistic society where people find no way to get out of this mode. If options are limited people become very paranoid and scared for their own well being which is natural but in ancient times they knew that the basic needs are fulfilled by nature and each other - the deciding factor - trust and responsibility.

This letter is for me the biggest compliment and reassurance for artists which in nature have to always remind themselves and have to be reminded that what they are doing is worthwhile and important. You are always painfully aware that if everything has to be reduced to necessity and objectivity, that we as artists or our art have to take a step back in a time of crises or have to use our creativity elsewhere. Moreover, the point of it or whether it is important or not is a constant reminder of every artist. People think that their work has not only been fulfilling for themselves but has to be something that is useful for others. By nature art is the most selfish form of work - it has to be - because it is your subjective message to the world. It is the beauty of art - complete subjectivity. But as an artist you sometimes feel that this extreme selfishness can be dangerous and can lead to narcissism - that only your opinion matters and is worth telling to the public. But that is the problem and the way society taught us, that putting your opinion on such a high pedestal that you revolve even the way you earn is narcissistic and only the few worthy can do it and the criteria for this are subjective and arbitrary. Moreover, to be in your head 24/7 is a dangerous place to be - it is absolutely necessary in order to create art but seeing many famous personalities like Nietzche, Kafka or Van Gogh were led to paranoia and mental illness. So art can be dangerous. So why does an artist keep on doing art - I think being an artist is part of your identity and something that is necessary. Many artists have such traumatic experiences that art is a coping mechanism. It is an escape from the brutality of the world. It creates a dream world or an ideal where everything and anything is possible. This art can inspire people to make this ideal reality. Art should inspire change and this letter gives courage to every artist to free your imagination to make change in the world happen.What would be the Godaspect in that letter - that your unconscious is connected to the frequency of God which processes your conscious input. So every art is a message from god because it is processed by that frequency. God had a lot of ways to communicate with us and art is one of them. 

Because I was raised by the knowledge that was accumulated through the beginning of mankind I had oftentimes instinctual knowledge without experience that I am looking back at is very weird because humans learn mostly through experiences or observing. If you have parents that can not really fulfill certain needs that are needed for the mind to grow then the mind starts activating the unconscious more where the developed or experienced knowledge of the interconnections between the human and the outside world is manifested. That's why I think I have certain knowledge that maybe some other people have to learn later in life or only through experience. The problematic thing with this is that how I see or live my life differs most of the time with other people and oftentimes connection is built by shared conception so for me it was and is oftentimes difficult to build connection through this. After I graduated I started to think about how my life went so far and what is the reason I am so different or why I make different decisions than most people. I looked at my past and tried to reflect on where in life I made a different decision than the majority and I realized that the only explanation is that I have a different mindset or perception. Then I did a couple of personality tests to understand what makes me tick. One major test that helped me was MBTI and cognitive functions. It explained my thought process scientifically (oftentimes it is debated whether it really is). Funny Thing is that I did the test years before but did not take the result very seriously or did not put importance on it. After I learned the peculiarities of my type like how I like to shop or how outside people perceive me I learned about other types and how they process Information. It helped me a lot in understanding the necessity of different combinations of cognitive functions and that the different percentage of types also has logic in itself. But the ever so Question is then are you born with a certain type based on the experience of the mankind development which worked the best or are you transformed into the Person that you are today. 

My Interest in Fairy Tales came in and out of my life. When i was younger i had different Moments in my life that had a Connection to fairy tales. The first Thing that i remember is that in i think in Primary School we had to Play Dornröschen and i desperately wanted to Play the role but someone else Play it that i was very Angry About. One instance was Carnival at the child day care center were i wore a I think a Rapunzel costumes with a blond Long hair wig and lots of Makeup from which i got a terrible rush ( my instinctive rejection of certain Beauty norms i suspect and a sign towards my future relationship with it) In a Group of Girls there will Always be the Question which princess you want to be and i do not know whether the decision is mostly based on looks or which you resembles the most but i Chose the most predictable - Snow White. Than years later in my early Twenties i rewatched old Disney fairy tale classic like snowwhite, cinderella or Beauty and the beast. A couple of years later I stumbled upon a book that analyzed the psychological themes of snow white. These themes related a lot of the psychological issues I had to face in my  life and Snow white Story is very similar to my upbringing. The Story of Snow white can be interpreted in different ways through context and area. If you look in Terms of Family Dynamics it Showcases in the Disney Version the dynamic between stepmother and daughter as well as the power struggle of the stepmother to be the first priority or at least be as important as the daughter to her husband. In the movie the king is not really shown so whether snowwhite was so poor as in the movie mentioned, means that the king is already dead and the queen kept her alive because of the fear of the People in the Kingdom. In the original Story it is not mentioned of a stepmother so if it the real mother she must have become jealous of her own daughter and her development to a Beautiful Young woman. Man makes a woman feel that the most important thing is her outer Beauty so if a Woman feels losing her Beauty and is continuously  confronted with the developing Beauty of their daughters they become jealous so they try to belittle them or indirectly influence them to have low self - esteem. Moreover there is a layer of Beauty that is not really explained in the fairy tale but could be interpreted in a different way than only outer Beauty. I think that both inner and outer Beauty is mentioned because a Young Person is innocent and trusting in their way of thinking and are more thankful and open to what life offers them, they live more instinctively and still have an innocent look of good and bad. When you get older you see more the Grey Areas, the complexity of good and bad as well as egoism and altruism. The different reality as someone's wishes can make someone bitter and ungrateful and losing sight of what really matters. In the original Story the queen took snow white to a forest and drove away, If you Interpret it in a psychological or philosophical way the mother did not guide her daughter in dealing with the different reality and emotions that Comes when developing into adulthood and that let her into Depression, scared of adulthood and all the unknown things and dangers.  The difference of having more disappointments and less positive attitude to life and seeing the possibilities of youth Always reminds the mothers of their wrong decision they made and they think they are too old to Change their lives. In Terms of psychology it represents the consequences of narcissism in the result of the surviving mode of the brain. If the queen and king had difficulty in producing a child , that would mean that the king probably would have divorced her and that made her scared. She also wanted a Beautiful child so she feels that she produced something good and that the Beauty of the daughter is an indirect result of her Beauty - a Twisted way to solidify her belief in her Beauty. A Beautiful daughter would more likely secure her place besides the king. When Snow white grew up the queen became more and more insecure and jealous of her own daughter - she was scared that she would be able to be happy which the queen is unable to do through her state of mind and being in her superego. In the original Story the queen took snow white to a forest and drove away, If you Interpret it in a psychological or philosophical way the mother did not guide her daughter in dealing with the different reality and emotions that Comes when developing into adulthood and that let her into Depression, scared of adulthood and all the unknown things and dangers. Her Jealousy Forces Snow white to experience a different reality that her mother made her believe and her innocence of believing everything helps and also puts her in a lot of danger. The way the queen tries to Poison her daughter represents the attempts of a narcissist to destroy the inner and outer Beauty of the daughter and taking her ability to think and speak for herself and forcing her to stay in her reality. She should be ashamed of the way she looks, thinks and her whole being. This is emotional and psychological manipulation to Keep the daughter by her side and helps to support her own false reality. Through outside Forces snow white realizes that what her mother was telling her was false and had a Motive on her side. The dwarfs helped snowwhite to get in touch with her feminine side and The Prince represents the male influence that helps Snow White to become happy and the adult she was denied to become. Both female and male influence are important to a Person to be surrounded by because it leads to a balance of perspective and making more full - rounded decisions based on different perspectives. The Point of Snow White is that she was surrounded by unhealthy influences on both Ends. The dwarfs and the prince can also represent the anima and the animus, the female and the male spirit of the human being which being in a yin and yang balance forms a contented human being with a high Chance of development and Achievement.

On a spiritual Level the Story of Snow white is the awakening of the mind or the dark night of the Soul, where the Palace is the now perceived  reality or matrix and this reality leads to dealing with Depression through the unconscious and how it Forces you to deal with past Trauma. The dark forest and the animals popping out represents the dark side of the unconscious. The seven dwarfs represent the seven Chakras and that all Chakras are blocked through Trauma represented through the laces for the corset, comb and the apple .

The "Trauma - objects'' represent the realization of pain in every Chakra which leads to an overflowing Feeling of emotions that makes you unconscious or overwhelmed for a bit but "removing them" or going through those emotions helps you to wake up in a more transcended form.It can also be interpreted as a Story of how the mind switches between reality and Fantasy. The mind goes back to what is familiar and the Story of snowwhite Shows the struggle. It is difficult to deal with the uncertain future based on truth and to learn new ways to deal with reality. The happy ending could also be sad, because with the Knowledge of the possibility to live in Fantasy, which you have the power to fantasize or Interpret you can completely lose grip on reality and Live in denial. It can also be interpreted that the way to developing an identity/your truth is a road with different phases. In the end it is the Integration of the masculine that helps change one's Destiny.

Then when I was 26 I took part in a Storytelling - Workshop where the psychology of fairy tales were also an issue. Overall you can say that all fairy tales represent an issue that has to deal with growing up and adolescence. The frog prince is About the responsibility of a Woman to Keep her promise to someone and take responsibility for her decisions and moreover she is responsible to help a Young egoistic Boy to become  a responsible man who is Aware of other people's needs. Dornröschen is About a Woman who teases men a lot or leads them on but pushes them away. The Right man finds a way to teach or "awakens" her to be more responsible with the Feelings of others and the consequences of using People for their own enjoyment..Cinderella is About the inner fight of the Voices in her head that she does not deserve to become or get what she wants that is represented by their Sisters and her mother and the Vision that is tangible through the fairy godmother. The Dynamics between the different ages represent the state of mind in a Woman that constantly battles each other for dominance, you as a Woman have to decide which role or thinking process you take on. A healthy balance for every perspective would be the best solution, which is also represented by the end where Cinderella puts on the glass shoe; every perspective or a Person is represented in the Scene. Cinderella is a Story About Living through extremes to find the Right balance for you that makes you happy. Every fairytale can be interpreted in so many ways and human beings had to use those stories so Children will be interested.

2.Step -> " Man muss Chaos in sich tragen, um Bewusstsein zu gebären "

3.step -> " Durch Bewusstsein kreiert man Kunst "

4.Step -> " Durch Kunst produziert man das Gute/Güte "

The ego starts kissing the subconscious and fell in Love,

the superego got jealous and killed both of them

but the dealth of both of them birthed the full greatness of the unconcious.

But now how will the relationship between the unconcious and superego will Play out?

The Bible is one of those books that can be interpreted or read through different eyes. From a historical standpoint it tells the Story of the origin and history of the Jewish faith and the historical developement of the orient. It explains the rise and fall on certain dynasties in the orient. From a intelectual standpoint it combines concepts for explaining the Connection between the human race, the world around them and with each other. Fom a philosophical perspective it tells stories on how People can find meaning and guidance in this world. The bible read with a psychological approach helps People understand the nature of the human mind and ways to deal with certain psychological issues. For Children it represents a world of Adventure , Horror, fear and magic. From a Readers standpoint it is a great book that combines all different Genres of writing. From a religious standpoint it represents the faith in something that Maybe can only be felt but not truly seen or explained in the world view of today. It gives guidance and gives reassurance in something bigger. A lot of books changes their interpretation based on age and life experience. Priests often tell the experience of changing interpretations or Statements through the years. I think the bible is a book than can answers all the Question someone can have and transforms itself to something someone wants or Needs. I for example went from a spiritual Approach in my childhood and teenage years, to a more Guiding and Reassuring Approach in my Young Twenties to a more psychological and philosophical Approach. Interestingly the older i got the more i am interested in the Depth, Interpretations and reasons for certain stories like Adam and Eve or certain stories in the new Testament.  Adam and Eve in a philosophical sense repesents the anima and the animus and how a more used side can lead to temptations or one sidedness. It Limits certain informations that would help to make a more nuanced decision making, that would be more beneficial to a more Content Status. Moreover, it represents the Body and the mind and how the mind can make decisions that are not good for the Body and Forces it to work hard although it did not have too which is a result of Paranoia and lack of Control as well as hyperawareness (to common belief) which distinguishes humans to other beings. Interestingly People often Interpret Adam and Eve as how men do not question the female Energy and their decision making. I think it represents the ideal nature of men and how they see Woman. Woman Need time to trust but men have certain expectations whatever Kind of relationship they want. If they have a Vision it is hard for them or deal with reality, in case of Adam and Eve, the faulty judgement of eve. Man have a hard time to Judge Woman and their Actions or thinking because they see the ideal Vision instead of the shown personality. I think the Story tells the man to take responsibility for not seeing Woman as they are but want they want to see. The Woman should take away the responsibility of making his own judgement and this leads to the consequences for both Partners. Both parties are responsible for themselves and each other. It is also represents the developement of a human being. The innocence and ignorance of childhood and Intuition to the start of extreme Consciousness and sexuality of the teenage years to the responsibility that Comes with adulthood. The snake represents the natural instincts which starts to come up in the  teenage years but without guidance from outside can lead to consequences that Forces them out of blissfull ignorance or unknown to responsibility which they were not guided ot taught to deal and willing to take it. It also can be interpreted of wanting to know to much which leads to a life full of responsibility and shame. It also can represent the desire of men to be knowladgable and wise like women, but this pursuit of not accepting the different nature of his mind, made human beings lose their way to happiness because happiness Comes with the complete acceptance of ones nature.The Story should prepare both genders of the hardships of adulthood and that both the masculine and feminine part in huamn itself and represented in the genders is needed to raise a Family and also to live in this world. Moreover, a striking Story, that often times are interpreted in the spiritual aspect is the Story were Jesus asked the Woman for water. The Story in a philosophical and psychological sense can be interpreted that humans have a hard time distinguishing what they want or want they Need in a relationship and the inner Forces of a human. People should objectively Analyse and Judge their experiences , their Background and sorroundings and who they are as a Person and than decide what they Need in a relationship to feel fulfilled and happy. The Woman in the Story had multiple relationships to probably find out what she Needs in a relationship or sees to much possibility of great relationships but does not really take the Person or reality into consideration. She searches for perfection which does not exist. She should see what good the Person brings into her life and whether she can support him as well. To have a Long Lasting relationship Partners have to grow and fall in love with each other multiple times because People Change through experiences and time. Your love is connected to the Person you fell in love with but the Feeling can go away because the Person changed. Moreover, as an interesting Story that strike me is the invitation of the king to his sons wedding and how a whole City did not come and than the servants asked everyone they can find, and when the hall was full of People the king saw a Person with not appropriate clothe was punished for being disrespectful. I heard the Story where i struggled with the  Question how much responsibility i have for People in my life and how much i should try to help them see the truth. And the Story helped me understand that everyone is responsible for respecting the truth or not and by disrespecting it or to shallow take Advantage of it, leads to consequences. Moreover, i thought About Jesus emphasis on Children and their innocence. Through human history  Children have no or very Little agency and often was seen as a liability, chastise or used for the Anger Management Problems of the adults. The instinctive and pure intellegence of Children was often times completely ignored or dismissed and they were left with emotional, psychological and physical Trauma. It breeded adults with sometimes Major Traumas that lead to violence in minor and Major scale. They were seen at the Level of animals and were seen as objects. The lack of respect that humans often times they Show life itselves breeds injustice and pain.  Jesus wanted to higher up the agency of Children and that they should be respected like adults and be seen as the wonders of life they are. Adults should try to match the intellegence of Children and to raise them with objective and emotional intellegence. I think the power you get by consciously knowing how to produce life, makes human beings arrogant. They think the human that enters Consciousness or reality is something they created  but the developement of everything  as we know it and the Forces behind it are the origin. Your personality and thinking is shaped and influenced but not created by the adults around you and especially parents have to Keep those Things in mind. Nature decides what Kind of People are needed and Gifts them with Special interests. I think healty People can do everything but conscious as well as instinctive interests makes every Person unique which the adults are responsible to help find and foster it. It is needed for a healthy Society. People Forget the responsibility they have for the future developement of life itselves. Getting Children is a term teases the context on how parents should look About their Children - something they get like a present and not something they think they created and have now ownership for. The amount of arrogance of People to complety left out the power of nature in this process is really interesting. The innocence and Knowledge of children Jesus speak About is the Born Connection to everything that they Need in order to survive, learn and develop. Thats makes them different to adults because adults lose this Connection if it is not refelected in their sorroundings. Human Beings have  to learn Living consciously because thats how their minds are wired and thats how developement can occur - the balance between conscously Living and unconscious processing. Moreover, how Jesus by becoming more  conscious and Aware of cause and effect as well as the intricacies of the human mind made him physically and psychologicaly more and more weak is the growing awareness of the interconnection of everything and to break those interconnections that leads to the unhappiness of human life. The dependancy of every thought which leads to Action which results to consequences in Micro as well as macro scale is impossible to controll or making People Aware of the  responsibility scale they  is hard to track completely and the sheer   One factor that i think is also interesting is that  older i get i understand the origin of all of those stories. People Need to be taught what they are responsible for and what they have to accept and the bible answers all Questions when becoming more and more conscious in yourself and your sorroundings.

Sexuality is a driving force in human development and by misconstructing it can lead to Problems for mental and physical Health as well as how to relate to others. Throughout human history it is a Topic of wonder,spirituality and an area of Exploration. How People related to sexuality also changed through time. They were fascinated, scared, mystified, confused, intrigued, disgusted, enamored, controlled by it. People wrote and wrote Poetry and books About it, People sang and sang About it, People created art on it, People do terrible but also  Beautiful things with it, they used it as a form of Manipulation, they used it as a power tool as well as a way to express their identity. Signs of developing Sexuality oftentimes was used as an indicator of starting Consciousness, which was used to start the Right of passage to adulthood. Moreover, it is a sign that there has to be a Change of raising a child to teaching an adult. It seems that sexuality is not only a human drive for intimacy and procreation, but a tool for testing someone's Feelings, Manipulation and Power Dynamics. It seems that women are more Aware of the power of it because they are more prone to the Dynamics of nature and strength Level of the sexes, How Woman and men experience sexuality is or seems different - that is why, if they use it as a strategic tool, oftentimes have different reasons and intentions. The trend of settling down and the domestication of animals lead to the Formation of the Family unit we know today. The man was not able to give multiple Women  and their Children the care , material Things like a house and enough Food as well as Clothing like before when tribes lived like nomads. The Problem that arose from that was that the unit of care became significantly smaller so it paradoxically became harder to survive through the desire to have more control over their Environment. Nomad-like tribes saw sexuality more objectively for Bonding and reproduction. Everyone was responsible and necessary for the tribe.  After the Settlement of humans and the Building of cities made it very hard to know everybody and Build relationships that resembled the tribe.  Moreover, the Woman has to be naturally more controlled because aggressively living out leads to unprepared Major senses and potential dangers for  herself and Children. Men have a tendency to feel more responsible to the tribe or society than to their wives or Children if there is a dangerous Situation. 

1. If you want to give Sensation, try also to find pleasure for yourself.

2. If you want to receive Sensation, try also to give Sensation to another Person.

3.Try to please by pleasing yourself.

4. Sexuality is the enjoyment of the sexual act.

5. Sensuality is the enjoyment of the Sensation/Feeling through the sexual act

6. Erotiscism is the enjoyment of the atmosphere through the act.

The Yin/Yang Concept fits very well with the healthy and balanced Dynamics of human sexuality. The Goal has Always the ego in it, so what one feels is important. The equilibrium of sensations is visualized very well with that Concept. Nowadays, there is a trend to egoism of only receiving Sensation mosty expected by men but Women can also be selfish in that area and to be a master of giving that oftentimes Women are taught because that is one of the most critical tools to Keep a man. The enjoyment is Always linear with that Notion and not dynamic. There will Always be that Feeling of dissatisfaction and fear on both sides. Responsibility and respect are also Keywords here. The responsibility of his or her desires as well as for the other Person. I think what often is lacking in human behavior nowadays is logic and objectivity. The demand of instinctive perfection is a human made Concept that lead to arrogance, inability to learn or receive critic and unsatisfying sexual lives. Humans develop through learning and experiences and both genders have to Keep those Things in mind for a satisfying sexual relationship to develop. 

The Yin/Yang Concept can also have an influence on how your mind sets your sexuality when you develop. Through the development of human societies and how various influences humans are confronted and not confronted with when there is a more one sided influence can lead to deficits in Areas which the human mind sometimes tries to resolve by using sexual attraction to something/ for someone or types of human behaviour as a method.  That does not mean that this method of the brain lessens the importance, acceptance and equality of certain sexual attraction/orientation for someone or something. Different reasoning leads to similar behavioral and emotive action. Whether you are born with your sexual orientation/ attraction or develop over time is not really discovered yet. The awareness of sexuality starts in the teenage years so if it's predestined or not needs more scientific exploration. Your brain makes unconscious or conscious decisions for a reason and it is aware by genes what it needs to get what it needs. Sexuality is much more complex than having optimal biological fit and reproduction, it is a tool for the mind to get what it needs to develop.  What happens to people with a more one sided female or male influence? What About having These two influences represented in the opposite sex or having Little to no influence in that area? If male attitudes are represented in a Woman and female with male can it lead to bisexuality where the Variation of those attitudes Need to be experimented with? Same Thing with an avoidance or lack of those influences - Can it lead to a more Observant and innocent approach to sexuality. Sexual practices which can evolve without visual representation in the outside world? Where different sexual orientation presents in tribes, where members were a lot more confronted with different Kind of characters, personalities and age?  Does a balanced amount on influence lead to a heterosexual orientation because it is basically the Task of nature for humans to reproduce that a race can survive? Is sexuality Always linked to reproduction or does the  development of different types represent nature's preferences for Systems with all Options possible? If you see outside the human race there are the same and probably a lot more variation in terms of sexual orientation and attraction. The limiting perception and high emphasis on reasoning leads to the strong opinions of human beings to deny certain orientations and attractions because they think the reasoning is flawed or harmful. It is the arrogance that they think Sexuality and every force in the universe must be there for a reason - and the only reasoning that i can come up with the knowledge we have so far about the universe it is about exploration of possibilities through mathematical combinations in a system that expands and based on that nothing is impossible if there are endless combinations of building blocks in a system. So the real issue here is that how much agency can you give an individual to make certain decisions for itself and where do you have to limit - and this is the hardest task and issue that the human race has to face since their genetic start. Same information can be interpreted through different perceptions and the interpretation can be varied, so to get an all encompassing human decision on issues etc. will never be possible - This is an interesting paradox - the more difference there is, the less common ground can be found. More possibilities, less unity.

The collective unsconscious is a term developed by Carl Jung, which describes the universal experiences through human experiences through human history which can be used by every individual. There is a lot of books, essays etc. written About it, so i will use a more personal Approach to describing the Concept of the collective unconscious. My parents were raised in a collective Society, which was chaotic, dangerous and based on Survival and Living every  day to the fullest. Parents or other Family members did not have the time or the mindset to put so much care and thought into the upbringing in their Children. That lead them to bring each other up or themselves alone. My parents had a lot to struggle when they came to an individualistic Society. Learning a new language and culture as well as values besides struggling to earn Money as well as pushing extreme situations in the past into their unconcious. They never got out of the Survival  mode of the brain and had to deal with the ininstinctive nature of their collective Approach to the individualistic. The different value System led to negative opinions for both sides. All These Things led to the way of how my parents were able to raise us which was not there or not effecient. You can see Problems steeming from that on a small and broader scale. Your identity is more defined by outside factors like Money or education than your inner values and interests. The Problem start to arise not only for Immigrant families but also a division of Generations as a result of the fast Access of Information through the industrial Evolution. The Baby Boomer Generation were taught three Things - you are awsome, your work is your life and everything is possible. Millenials got a very different message since 1984. You have to be awesome, your have to be balance Family,friends and work and everything is hard. Both Things are not true and the millenials have this Image of being Angry and cynical because they realise it is not true. Millenials are Angry at Baby Boomers because they are not critical at the time where they were Young adults and forced an Image/values on us that was completely different that School taught us. We were taught that Children Need care and guidance. Why did the Baby boomer Generation get Children , when they have no interest or time in raising them? This resulted in frustrations on both sides. Millenials are Teenagers and the Baby Boomers are parents, who can not handle or understand the citiscism of ther teenage Children. The inherent belief of instinctive perfection made a whole genration miserable. The lack of Guiding of the parents led to a Generation that have Trouble to become adults and the developement process is slower. This guidance which was Always essential to humans forced the collective unconscious to do that part which led to the awakening process of the millenials. The problematic Thing is the persistence of the Baby Boomer generation to do their way that makes millenials unhappy and frustrated. The Baby Boomers Prevent the growing process of a whole Generation and tries everything to force and manipulate the millenial Generation to hold on to their values. That is the only way that their Dream System which works for them can Sustain themselves. This fight on values can result in a seperation of People. What can or will the collective unconscious do in order to Prevent this or does it want to Prevent it? Jesus told something that can be used for this Prolem - give the state what it wants but give your Soul what it Needs. Millenials have to live their truth and guide there Children in that truth. Do not fight something that can not be faught but Change and do Things that are realistically possible. 

Both stories have certain similar symbolism used although they were developed in different persiods of time in different parts of the world. The human Psyche developed certain meanings to objects that transcence the objective reality but is necessary in the spiritual, psychological and emotional journey in every human being. Lets look at the most obvious symbolism in both stories - the apple. In Both stories it leads to an ending to a previous intepretation of reality and the new aquired Knowledge through the bite of the apple. The bite represents a kiss, that is welcoming and acceptance of truth and Knowledge. Knowledge is the opposite of innocence. It is a decision every human can make but it is only decided on free will. It is a decision to have an easy life based on a Fantasy or live in truth but suffer. It accepts all possibilities and consequences for the changes in ones own life.  It is interesting how These endings of the Story have different interpretations like in the title Mentioned "The fall of Adam and Eve" with the aquired "truth" that led to a life of responsibilty and hardship and for snowwhite a life full of happiness, Purpose and Balance, after the apple was forced out of her Body. I think both stories represent two ways (of many) of growing up. Both parties were not guided in there growing process and had to find ways to see life as it is. Adam and Eve had to learn humbleness and responsibility, because they had the previous opinion that everything is taken care of and can do everything they want without consequences. Snowwhite  was to innocent and to trusting in the world around her, but needing to survive forced her to see reality as it is. It can be that when she was alone in the dark forest represent Depression after knowing the truth. When she woke up from the depressive state she saw that she Needs help to survive, That is the Disney Version i think gives a modern take on how People should deal with their Depression by finding help. When the animals Show snowwhite the house of the seven dwarfs and met them, she knew that she had to do something to stay.  The house and the seven dwarfs can symbolize the Body (the house) and the Chakras (the seven dwarfs) or the cognitive functions of the mind , which you have to take care for to be balanced and happy. The inner mechanism have to flow in order to be productive outside. The happiness that snowwhite felt in the presence of the seven dwarfs symbolizes the state the mind feels if everything works fluently. The queen and her offer with the apple represent outside Forces that could lead to inbalance where the mind interpretes Things wrongly. It can lead to state of unproductiveness and nihilism. T he apple forced her to see the reality as it. She had to learn to not run away but working with it. It can also be interpreted for both stories in a way that a fake Interpretation of reality was fed which results in the hardship of men that is not really there or a false happiness in the uncontrollable nature of your sorrounding. So the kiss in These two contexts represent the Knowledge to freedom or slavery, a route to reality or deception. What happens when the apple is gone? It leads in a new perception of reality or Illusion. The truth takes away the Feeling of true happiness and sadness, of extreme emotions and a state of homeostasis. The interesting parts also in both stories is the sheer amount of influences, conflicting Information and possibilities which influences decisions that listening to their own logic and the omnipresence of owns lack of information makes People insecure About their own judgement and trust others more. Truth means suffering but accepting this truth or suffering gives you ultimate power over your Destiny, The only distinction is your conscience. Your conscience will be free of guilt if you live in truth.

A Woman/the feminine Shows the man the truth.Through the Woman/the feminine he cares About a man/the masculine has to learn to deal with reality. The masculine represents paradise, a world where there are many Forces needed to live a happy and content life, a life without responsibility and development. A man/ the masculine without responsibilities is without fear and life is like paradise. By falling in Love he/the masculine becomes vulnerable because he now sees all the dangers that the world has to offer. The feminine represent truth, development and responsibility. A man/the masculine who decides to fall in Love gives up paradise where he is the center for the Woman/masculine where he is a side character - But this is the Point of becoming an adult - to give up paradise that another Generation can experience. Both genders have this Kind of development in their mind and with each other. The paradise of a Woman/the feminine for the longest time started when they started to have deeper Feelings for the masculine. They flourish because the Attention and the carefree but also secure atmosphere created by men/the masculine let the Woman Forget the dangers and responsibilities of the world and let her be her true self. And how men/the masculine create it - by simply letting the Woman/the feminine or the femine experience his worldview. The expectations of parents, Family and Society are so detailed which does not allow for room for individuality for the Woman/the femine and the man/ the masculine should build a space for her to experience the paradise he once had. These two energies have different or reverse phases in life. For a Woman is all About development and Building wisdom until she meets a man that gives her stability and contentment. Of Course by starting a Family and time there will be changes but the hardships of finding oneself and dealing with the dangers of life is minimized. Men on the other Hand do not really start to develop until they start  a relationship or start a Family. The lack of responsibility and awareness of potential threats does not offer a lot of room or necessity to build a set of values and character that a Woman Needs in order to protect herself. When the Woman/the feminne Shows the man/the masculine the truth, he has to deal with the effects of his decision for other People and mankind. It is the start of the Consciousness of free will with all their possibilities and dangers. Both men/the masculine and female/the feminine live in These stages/phases and whether you Need the opposite gender to decide which way to go or you listen to your inner other half. 

Interestingly enough the rise of media like books,television or Radio led to an interesting dynamic. Human beings can not only experience life in their sensed surroundings  but  other lifes that are not in their periphery. What you wanted or able to get out of life was influenced before by what you saw. The rise of different media led to a broader view of what life can be and resulted in a pursuit for so called Goals and dreams. The higher  Living Standard led to a less objective and pragmatic view on life. Image of happiness replaced the instinctive nature of happiness. This Image got more and more defined as time progressed. The shift of this Image and the experienced image growing up which still prevails leads to a certain confusion by a lot of millennials nowadays. One Thing is clear after world war 2 - the relationship between Woman and Society changed drastically where men were oftentimes completely left out in that Change. Where the Image of how Woman should be becomes more detailed as the Image of how man becomes more and more diminished. It seems Society puts more emphasis on Women development than men. Women are surrounded by this Image that is almost impossible to thrive for. It is an expectation and criteria People Judge you. This  does not allow for a diverse development in women. Your surroundings are your Guiding system in life. It tells you what makes you happy. Where Women were restricted in a more diverse development of happiness Men were only taught how terrible  and primitive they are. Where a Woman self esteem was related how much you fit that Image men did not have any Image at all or very superficial

ones that even a Woman believes that's how  the man beside her should be. Here lies the root of all Problems - the rise of Image to all layers of People. Worth is  directly  related to happiness. But true happiness that is  instinctive is pushed away from that Image. Women are disappointed because Society does not validate them and men are fed up on how the world does not respect anything they do. And these two Things both the masculine and feminine are responsible for - the feminine Realistic expectations based on objective criteria are not really taught or presented. That led to a distorted view and expectations on both sides. People are unhappy because first they do not learn objective judgment and second how to see, analyze and fulfill the instinct for Needs on  themselves and others. There is one Thing that People Forget About intimate relationship between men and Women - you are a team and the Level of success is based on the objectivity of expectations and the responsibility as well as fulfillment of the Needs of the other, Interestingly enough the abstraction of humans took the Beautiful complexity of human development and mind away and this Beautiful complexity should be fostered and not abstracted. You should thrive on the betterment and potential of each other and provide a space for that.

Ignorance is bliss, as a famous saying states. I would add to that consciousness is agony. Ignorance can be a conscious or unconscious decision, whether someone consciously decides that the Advantages of ignorance weigh out the results of responsibility. Sometimes the brain choses ignorance because it is in surviving state where it filters perceived "negative" experiences out because it tries to protect itself. The Story About Adam and Eve talks About the Realisation of Feeling responsible after Eating the apple. It can be interpreted as how putting your desires (of Knowledge and power) above wisdom and trust can lead to a life of fear. hard work and conflict. They feel responsible for their Survival. Whether the snake and the apple describes their first sexual experiences led to a shift in their perception. The relationship between themselves and the outside world changed. They realised there are consequences to every decision and leads to their Feeling of responsibility, for themselves, each other and the outside world. Innocent People live for themselves because they do not feel responsible for People or Things, because they do not know the consequences of their Action. With the bite of the apple Adam and Eve became adults with responsibililties. It was a mutual decision to become an adult with responsibilities.

My Journey to understandand the People around me better, led me to a more Logical thinking. This Logical Approach manifested to my intuitive accepting nature decreased and became more critical. I started to Approach everything from a logical standpoint which led to a Lifestyle that does not take the inner Feeling or importance into account, but put everything into my Vision. This led to a major slowing down of personality and possibly professional development. I lost the ability to intuitively see opportunities because i  was so focused to my Goals. I was very close - minded About Things in the outer world an my creativity as well as my health suffered a great deal. My Logical thinking also is more and more confused and frustrated how Things do not match or are interrelated. People see the world often in categories which do not interrelate which confuses me a lot. When they talk About certain Problems or their worldview it is often times superficial because they guide themselves to their sorroundings, which seems for them more objectiv, but does not solve certain Things and can result  in negative Patterns in themselves which affect others negatively. They use a more how something relates to them Approach and their judgements are often based on their experiences. They can search for outer guidance but to People or Sources they trust. Their judgment should be reflected in the outside world. The Logical Approach is subjective because it Looks on the issue itself without the Involvement of other peoples opinions and often times intensive Research (but can happen if the issue is out of a knowlagable area). It is pragmatic and often uses the cause and effect method which is based on the grade of complexity at Hand, which can be very extensive. This can lead to a various Domino effects connected and related to that issue and with each other. This Needs a abtract and distant way or Approach to see those interrelations which is not often used by a lot of People. People who have a more open perception, which often times leads to a slower process of judgment, relate to Information differenty. The cause and effect as well as the Connections of Information changes in Terms of context and perspective. What i wanted to express with the Differentiation is that a balanced method of using different Kinds of approaches lead to or more understanding and balanced objectivity. Emotion, Intution, Thinking, Sensing and Feeling should be used in the same intensity which leads to a more well - rounded judgement.

My changing attitude from an instinctive to a more Logical Approach towards helping People and altruism made  me more understanding as well as critical towards humanity. Interestingly, i realised that the more i try to Analyse someone the more subconsciously i deem them important. If i do not know the Person i use more my intuitive perception to Judge what the Person wants or Needs. By observing People with high logic who volunteer seem to reason their altruism with logic more than values and emotions or personal experiences. The Concept of injustice and the unfair Access to certain possibilities as a result of gender, Skin Color, Family and financial Background  seems unlogical, ineffecient and abitrary for them. Those three adjectives are often fought against by People who prefer logic. I also thought About how i look at altruism. I think for me it is About perspective. If my Action seems to need less Energy than the Outcome my brain obliges me to do it. For me empathy is more a present Outcome and method i use based on the Person. In that Moment i try to connect with the Person and trying to help them or make them feel better through understanding. Altruism is more conscious and planned. It can have a more Long - Lasting positive effect and Change in someones life. 

Feeling Joy or  being talented in something does not necessarily correlate. Sometimes people have to make a decision to live life that brings them joy or to develop your talents. One seems more subjective and selfish and the other more objective as well as selfless. People describe their talents as gifts from a higher power and feel obligated whether they like it or not, to use their talents for the outside world. I think one of  the responsibilities parents, Family, School and Society have is to help People under 18 to find their Talents and foster/develop them. Parents of Generation Z tried to let their Children experience different fields like Sport, languages, art,music etc. They did it mostly because they were or are clueless in what Areas they are talented or what brings them joy. The millennials were not really guided or taught in the complex system of adulthood, responsibility and happiness and the dynamics between the categories so they had/have a much harder and longer time to develop to the person they should become. This difficult and long process millennials wanted and want to avoid for their children. People have the tendency to switch from one extreme to another because they were traumatised and are often in high alert mode for the extreme they want to avoid. This obsession of the millenials of talent, joy, responsibility led to a generation of teenagers and young adults who oftentimes are scattered and stressed. The competition becomes more and more difficult so to hold on to values that are people-focused not profit - oriented is very hard. The competition takes away their freedom to develop on their own terms. They have the same problems like their parents but the difference is that their parents try to give them a better headstart as they have. They forget that by the seemingly external neglect of society to prepare them for adulthood millenials have reflection time for what we are taught makes us happy. Generation Z does not have this luxury because they are busy to not be left out of the society because of competition. It is not about logic and wisdom, it is about surviving and time management. And the constant search for talent so their kids can be trained early on leads little room whether the child likes it or not. The demands and structure of the globalised world switched a false narrative of comfort with the real one which is based on the dynamics of nature. Millenials who do not have children or very young children are faced with the difficulty of multiple generations who want and value different things and which generation has the power to change things. How do you raise people in such a complex situation where you basically have to cater to every need and value, being talented both very specifically and in a lot of areas and still hold on to your identity, values, wants and needs in order to be happy. Millenials get very scared of the idea of having children because of those reasons. I think the best way to find compromise in all those things is to be objective and to evaluate what is acceptable. How can I live in this society where I can have a conscience free life and live my chosen purpose? How do I use this society in order to fulfill my purpose and live my identity? The balancing act of enjoying your talent or finding talent of what makes you happy,Those things you have to teach your children so they have a chance to integrate their way of happiness into the wellbeing of society. There is still a need to help them to search for their talents, joy and identity because human beings have to experience for their intuitive compass to work. This is the responsibility of the human species to every individual person.

From the first evidence of human species until the beginning of the millennial generation the child perception on everything led to the development status that we are today. This period is full of extremes of innocence and their positive and negative consequences. No filter or restriction program was built because there wasn't enough information to build those. Human beings have to test the boundaries of their capabilities which took until the millennial generation, where enough information was built to start to reflect. Throughout human history there were children who did things the world told them to do without questioning, which was the majority and the few who questioned everything and did not limit themselves in terms of logic. In this phase you can see the majority were threatened by the latter because experiencing the outer reality instinctively is easier than to think about everything logically - you need time and energy for something that the majority of the human population did not have. With the beginning of the millennial - phase begins the start of the teenager mindset, where people start to taste consciousness and have to accept the damage of instinct or trial and error method of the previous generation. They have to learn to control their emotions resulting from hyperconsciousness and accept the decision making process of the child generation. The reason why millenials have such a different mindset to all the generations before can be hard to pinpoint. Was it natural or was it induced through society through means of education and mass media. There could be a lot of dynamics involved which cause such a major shift. In the perspective of an observer the millennials behave like teenagers. They become hyper aware of the shortcomings of human decisions so far and that is why they seem angry and sarcastic. Teenagers criticize but do not necessarily change the things they criticize. The generation before us looks at millennials as spoiled, useless and unthankful. Generation Z do not understand the problems that millennials have  with the previous generation. They think that they have a higher ground on morality and action than the millennial generation. Millenials are in the unique position that the overwhelming state of the world which is based on the countless decisions in human development led to a complex structure of problems that seems very hard to resolve. The distrust of the generation before them to change makes it hard for them to see the chance for any major thing to happen or change. This state will prevail probably for many more generations. Teenagers do not take responsibility for themselves or maybe they are not given responsibility because of the previous generation who failed to guide them there. So the teenage generations have to define everything new because the old does not really work anymore. It would be interesting how the human species develops with a teenager mindset because teenagers are very cautious but also rebellious at the same time. Can the human race develop as fast as the childlike open perception without knowing the consequences of one's action? Teenagers are very narrow - minded , which is not very helpful in terms of invention and development generally - but maybe it is time to have a time of retrospection and analyze what was good and what was bad and to integrate this knowledge in the future. One task is very necessary in that process - to learn to combine and balance the importance of conscience and emotions. One aspect seems for sure even the collective unconscious goes through different phases like the individual human being.

Closing the chapter to a complicated childhood is mich harder  than a happy onebecause you need a happy childhood to have a chance on true happiness. If the foundations are not build on concrete hard stone the biuilding which is the identity can collapse easily. Trust and Perspective can only be strongly build in childhood because the brain has the best capacity to devlop skills and knowledge to withstand any hard ocstacle, When you realise to early people who you have to trust completely, are damaged in some way, than the brain stays in surviving modus in an emotional, psychological and physical sense. When you do net get out of the surviving - mode, you can not live truly living a happy life because in that stage there is not really a serotonin production and the brain reduces their brain areas on the most needed which limitis awareness- This awareness id needed that new information and experiences can activitate the serotonin process.Here comes the uniqueness and randomness of the brain comes into play. Different people react and handle traumas differently. Some brain stays stuck in the superego, some switches to differnt moods all the time, some supress emotions, some develop ticks , some people get phobias, some people get triggered by certain situations and objects etc. This has to do with the tendency of the universe to produce x amount of something in a system based on a Finite numer of categories. Interestingly there are some people where the brain opens a part of their knowledge that is hard to understand how it functions. The collective unconscious sometimes takes over in guiding a person through life and offers them wisdom that normally either should be taught, experienced or observes by the outside world or is given to a certain stage in life. This people seems like they are wiser than their age because they do or can not have the experience or mental age they have. But this method is paid with a very important phase in a individuals life - the inncocense and openess of a child. This part is needed to build â character who is balanced. Wisom does not necessarily leads to happiness. You can have happy moments and phases in your life but the brain knows that an important part of the natural developement is missing to function correctly. This realisation comes with all kinds of emotions but in the end is about accepting reality. Sometimes the relationship you should have with your parents can be subsitute indirectly through friendhip and intimate relationships. This can lead to the devlopement of the conscious mind which brings it nearer to the unconcious. A happy life is about trust which can sometimes manifests only in the trust you have is in the universe and the dynamics of life. That is the interesting part of human existence - it seems like human beings need other human beings to have at least mental balance but it seems not always the case. Some people are in search for solitude - but here is the key - they are not truly alone because their companion ist the life around them which do not involve other human beings and did not need to be. In the childhood phase before the start of consciousness care and skills need to be taught in order for them to survive but if all the basic things are met which involves physical health the mind can choose which way it wants to go to find their idea of happiness. If you choose to only live in conversation with all already lived lifes can lead to personal filfillement. There are two major routes or categories where the brain is always in search - personal filfillement and purpose when in healty state. Human beings are more victims to their brains abitrary decions as some people want to belief. Sometimes the soul can not do anything against the power of the brain. The only thing you can hope is that the abitrary decision is for your benefit and the people around you,

All of those colors i associate with different feelings, experiences and asocciations in the spectrum of Black and white which i feel respresent the pradox me i encountered and made aware of  in different aspect of this spectrum and the variety of it. Black and white is a result of having no light or all light at one specific spot. This extreme represents the universe and the spectrum in every human being - it describes the spectrum of possibilities of how an identity can manfest. This range i think i am always aware and is projected by my behaviour. People have often an divided and various opinion about me and my identity. The older i get and the more i try new things or am in different spaces i realise that i myself and other people get to see a more varied version of me - my tastes, likes and dislikes, my perception,my talents , what i am good at and where i need more focus etc. And those different colors represent experiences different people have of me. I can be colorful and lively, but i can be melancholic, stoic and analytical And in the spectrum where are different layers to explore. I think Gold is an ability to shine in unexpected ways and to see worth in things that maybe some people would not see. Red is about passions that sometimes i feel or relaise in the moment or i deem important subconsciously, that i only find later out when i talk to somebody. Red is a part of me feel more instinctiv and not really controllable on my part , which i feel can be dangerous if is used in the wrong way. Yellow is a color represent my innocent humorous behaviour that makes me happy because this joy is only meant for me which feels like  a fresh air of my often hyperfocus on concepts and people. Wehen i wear yellow people become happy subsconsciously because it takes their focus away on themselves and maybe it brings a side out of me which let people in in my selfish joy. Green for me is harmony and freedom - i  feel the most relaxed and at home when there is a lot of green around me. I feel the most me there because i feel connected to everything and not an outsider most of the time. The instinctive and understanding nature of green resonates a lot to my subconscious and i feel all my question are answere which gives me a break of my always running mind. Nature is something i never question. Pink is a color that i have the most difficult time with - it seems to flashy in all their variations - but despite of that this color seem to always cross my path. Maybe it reminds me of my childhood or what it should supposed to be that makes me angry and sad, but i think my subconscious is drawn to that color because it wants me to resolve those issues that happen in the past. Grey is interesting color for me because it describes my subsconscious and coscious molding process of my identy - it can go anywhere which terrifies and excites me at the same time. It is about trying out things and where i feel most happy and exited with. Blue is the color i relate the most - it is rare, sometimes it is an illusion created by light and possessed by few, in the histry only the Egyptians used blue and had a word for it. Funny thing - people say i remind them of cleopatra. Maybe i have a strong past relationship with egypt. Cleopatra should have been said that you never be ruled by Love, which people often thinks about me because of my stoic nature. My life was always a quest or understanding of it and the lack of it. Understanding it and what it entails was always interesting to me. Which behaviour results in a loving and a loveless person. The hitsong when i was born was i will always love you by Whithney Houston, which represent my journey of understanding it. Maybe people who had a difficult relationship with it in the past are born in situations where there is a lack of or represented through various people where you realise what this feeling can result positive and negative. But i feel like i am more an observer of emotions and not really feeling it through me but through other people. My love of something seems only to rise the more i know - like the ocean the deeper you get the more you realise of its beauty, terror, danger and possibilities. Probably because i am pisces in the zodiac sign exploration is something innate. Blue is a color which always was the most important color with me - it represented the different mind sets i was and can be in. It represents the emotions i felt and feel as well as asoociated places that i love like the ocean, sea etc. It can be healing and warm but also restrictive and cold. It is a color i feel like when i waer it represents my character the most.

People who revenge are people who are merciful. People who do not take revenge like to see people to suffer and are not merciful because if you take revenge people can close the chapter  justice has taken place and it is even for the mind. If you do not take revenge a person has to suffer by their inner conscience all his life because of unbalance. 

By observing how rarely and oftentimes critical men are talking about sexuality, porn and catcalling,  how sensitive they are about cloth and outer appearance and how it seems to affect them leads to a suspicious opinion of women that male sexuality has certain traits in it that are not really experienced by them and therefore understood by female sexuality in comparison. The problem maybe is not the fantasies but maybe men are scared of both the feelings they get from it. It seems like an extreme one - sided feeling where it seems like men know there can be a lot of damage happening if there is no method taught which seems rarely happening because of how those kinds of areas are being transferred to the education system and society. But here lies the problem - the only factual teaching of sex rarely talking about sexuality and the different forms existing with the combination of instinctive desires, feelings and emotions leave men in the sate of fear because they are afraid to physically and pyschologically traumatise and the woman defenseless and fearful towards male sexuality. 

The boundaries of what is acceptable or not gets more and more pushed further away and the often inefficient education towards it leads to many problems. The secretive and critical nature of men towards certain parts of male sexuality makes women unable to understand and to build strategies if certain situations happen. Whether fantasies are man are build on experiences which is a hypothesis that leads to believe men need the experience in the real world in order to have fantasies to begin with which results in the porn industry or maybe because of certain physical traits of men give them a certain freedom to explore their sexuality or fantasies without major physical danger it leads to a more hyper awareness on the side of the male than on the female. The female is programmed to please a man that stays by her side and protects her. Her fear is her physical safety but also the repercussions of childbirth, Man can get so lost to a feeling of power and physical sensation that they can lose the aspect that there is a living thing with an ability to feel pain and certain physical features that can be hurt. I think if both sexes are taught about their stand on sexuality and the variation of it with the psychological and emotional part related to it, the fear of it would reduce and there can be an open discussion and building of methods and strategies that are safe for everybody. But there needs to be an absolute openness on both sides and the ability to accept. Both sexes need to be made aware on how to live their sexuality out without restrictions but with certain protective measures in place. Oftentimes consent is not enough especially in the vulnerable position of women who instinctively know that rejecting can lead to major consequences in the past. To change that instinct needs 1000 years and rewiring of the collective knowledge to change that instinct. Men have responsibility for the woman's physical and psychological health too which they often try to overstep by the concept of consent. Men have to learn to read the physical cues of the woman which seems not really be taught in all human history. The relationship to responsibility on both sides needs to change. Women slept with men often out of necessity and survival which is no longer the case so women feel they have the right to be selfish because of the taught oppression of women. If you are in a consensual relationship of any kind and deny someone the ability to live out their sexuality because of reasons that seem intransparent is not fair. There are certain aspects in a relationship when consented exclusive are responsibilities for the partners. There should be no obligation to fulfill the sexual desires of the partner everytime instantly but there should be a mutual respect and attraction which should not feel as an obligation but to a mutually enjoyed experience. Men are now in the vulnurable behaviour to deal with the critiscism as well as the needs and wants to female sexuality that differ from person to person which the female sex had to consciously deal with probably since the starting developememt of the human kind.Coming nearer to closing the distance of expectations on both sides led to the difficult relationship we have with sexuality today but can be an opportunity that both genders learn to feel secure in their sexuality and through it feel much closer to the partner and the respect level of said partner and the relationship. The problem is also the performative aspect of sexuality which is highlighted so much that people can get insecure.  They try to get as many experiences as possible or are too afraid to have any. The often one sided portrayed part of sexuality throughout history lead to probably on both sides unsatisfied sexual lives because of the taboo status of it. It is something that humans started to instinctively feel uncomfortable because of the long lasting taboo status. And here lies the problem - experience maybe can help but every person has an unique sexuality which is  influenced by endless categories that the only way to make sure someone is satisfied and enjoys the experience is by being sensitive, tactful and open. If this area of life is treated as a normal aspect of life with objectivity and taking out the preformative aspect of it people 's satisfaction level would probably rise. Sexuality should be something to be explored and enjoyed in a secure, open and joyful environment with someone with a high level of trust.

Women seem to have a more strict or loud conscience, that does not really stop until something is resolved again and balance is rebuilt. Especially if it comes to responsibility. Because the female represents the mind as well as the search for wisdom and deeper meaning .It is also much more aware of consequences than men, which can be a result of the physical advantage they have and their instinctive knowledge that responsibility is shared by many people, not only by the parents themselves. This instinct did not really changed to the new environment and family structure we have today.That is why rituals like weddings come into play to subconsciously make the man aware of their responsibility by declaring it to their faith and the people as witnesses which to whom he has to justify his actions and decisions that affect his family. A woman does not necessarily need those traditions or reminders because they are naturally wired to feel responsible for a bigger group of people, which is also a result of her knowledge that as a woman she is much more vulnerable to danger than men. That is why women can make decisions that men have a much harder time with. They have much more grey reference point than women so who he is responsible for - there is a much more tribe driven and their needs as well as his own than women who put more emphasis on their well-being of their children normally. That is why they probably make decisions that lead to a harder life than before but the well-being of their children is and should be above the lifestyle of other people. Men have the tendency to think that they are not strong and selfless enough to take care of their children alone and do not burden other people by asking for help. He is scared how the dynamics in the "tribe" play out. That is why they stay longer in a relationship that is not healthy for his children or himself. Men also seem more in the moment and have little foresight for future consequences of their actions because their view on responsibility is much harder for them to grasp than women, which they have to be because of their nature. It also seems like a woman's conscience is louder because they are the reference point for their children so they are more aware of their actions. If they do something wrong, judged by her conscience it forces her to resolve it so her children see what decisions can have a negative or positive outcome.

An interpretation of the biblical story Adam and Eve is about the connection between sexuality and consciousness. The development from a child to a teenager is represented by how the snake, which is a symbol for sexuality and consciousness, offers knowledge which is sexuality through consciousness or the start of sexual feelings which results in consciousness. I think the body realises in the transition phase between childhood and teenage phase that the body and the mind should prepare for the upcoming responsibility of taking care of the people around them. Sexuality to Consciousness to Responsibility is a process that seem relatively short in comparison to child -; and adulthood. Childhood is a process where the body and mind needs a lot of energy and where a lot of transformation occurs so it needs to be self - focussed. Problems arise if the environment forces the mind to grow up quickly whether to protect the human being or the people around them to then protect itself. There will be a focus of the mind and consciousness development which pushes sexuality in the background, because the body is not fully developed. The problem arises by that kind of normal development is that when the body and mind feels ready to integrate the point of sexuality is that an uninhibited exploration or inhibited mindset towards it can occur which problems can arise that needs a lot more energy and conscious care than to go the normal way where the people around you guide you in that healthy exploration. In the end it is about how the human being trusts its environment and how forceful the mind is to integrate that part. People who grew up in an unstable environment do not necessarily relate responsibility with sexuality which can lead to that unbalanced exploration of it.

Women were/are feared by men because women seem to have knowledge and observe things that a man can not which scares a man a lot. Men fear knowledge they themselves can not comprehend, so they condemn women for their abilities for example in the witch trials in the middle ages. They think that they do not match to the level of depth that women have in some areas so they try to downforce/invalidate their abilities because a man can not trust what he is not able to do as well as feel worthy to be with a woman. Not understanding means that men never can have an absolute trust towards women because they mostly work with the sensation they receive with their senses but have a harder time to trust the invisible part of connection. Moreover, it is hard to explain something completely instinctive and intuitive like the communication between women and the outside world. Women developed those tools for protection because in a group setting of multiple people with different ages of awareness women needed certain features that helped them protect themselves and others,also when verbal communication was not possible. Men naturally are more single focussed minded and have a hyper awareness to their focus that everything outside of it gets blurred. Women have a special connection to the universe, especially  the mood and that they can change their period cycle to the woman around them or the moon influence in some kind of way seems very mysterious indeed, even for women itself. There must be a logical explanation surely but how much people's mindset and body are influenced not only the visible surroundings but also everything invisible in between conveys a certain kind of knowledge in the interdynamics of everything visible and invisible that is impossible to comprehend so humans try to hold on to something they can really work on and that is everything that is taken in with their five senses, at least the male species do. They are responsible to protect the tribe so if they feel they lose it in some kind of way the tribe is in danger. It seems power,control and protection get hand in hand. Of course, the invisible connection to the universe and unconscious knowledge as well as the shadow side of humans are always analysed and interpreted for both genders, but only the male focus was accepted. That is why there is an imbalance of spiritual experience, perspectives and interpretations that lead to the physical and mental problems we have today. It seems fear is connected to respect and knowledge -. Women fear the physical side of men and men fear the psychological side of women. What is the solution of this - The exploration, acceptance and control of the self.

The relationship between the force of everything and the believer can or should change throughout life. As a child you have the necessity to believe in everything your surroundings tell you because you did not experience, have enough information and have the mindset to judge it objectively. There is an innate trust in the belief of the surrounding teaching everything you need that every living thing has when growing up. Their judgements are only based on instinct and believe in the higher power (whether it is innate feeling for children or influenced by religion or fairytales is difficult to conclude) where the collective unconscious realises something is not right which is expressed through behaviour or feeling. When your mind realises that you have enough information to tackle obstacles, problems, plans etc. on your own, your relationship with that force or definition changes. The innate trust that a higher form and interdynamics of energy takes care of us becomes a teaching tool to help yourself and others. It changes from a spiritual dreamlike state with intense feeling to a more conscious hopeful approach to solve certain problems to a more reassuring guiding trust to a more analytical broad approach that is not so me focused but more interest based, I think any relationship changes with the mindset of the person, The unconscious is very aware what a person needs to grow and guides this person subconsciously to search for information to help to solve the problem, because that is one of the main function of it. That is why certain words, statements,quotes,texts,visuals etc. resonates more with you than others. The universe strives to have a certain kind of energy flow and to reach it it tries to leave cues because it respects the concept of free will. Sometimes it seems like that the interdynamics of the solar system as in astrology is at odds with a desired flow of energies or the state the universe wants to be. The higher force of the universe could have created a being with seemingly higher consciousness as seen in humans to manifest those desired actions in the real world. The problem arises with the overwhelming power of the planets and stars that have a such a high influence on people that even higher consciousness can't stop certain actions on happening, There are certain people who try and tried to give people ways to withstand those influences and to be more aware of the energy flow of the higher force that is intertwined into everything. There are a lot of metaphysical forces that seem at odds with each other and because they are all very strong, having a more conscious awareness of them helps to lead a certain life.  The mind guides the relationship with the universal creator energy and vice versa and this energy becomes what you desire from it or it tries to make you become something they need to reach their desired state. Is a constant exchange of goals where the mind is interested in the self and the higher energy in the interdynamics of everything which can be in conflict but does not necessarily have to be. The integration of these two leads to the concept of enlightenment and yin/yang harmony. The medium which are humans is responsible to be aware and channel those energies but in the end has the ultimate power to decide in which kind of direction everything will develop, but whether they are capable of it because of the restrictions of their being is difficult to answer. Looking back on those influential figures of history shows it is possible but to get there takes a lot of energy , self awareness and a certain access to one's power as well as the access to high energy. High consciousness is the key but reaching that state is extremely difficult, takes a lot of willpower and a lot of sacrifices. That is the concept of free will which seems a unique trait of human beings - they decide which power they want to follow.

There are two possibilities why human beings had a problem with the fact that the centre of the solar system or universe (or not known then of the multiple universe - system/theory) where we currently are part of is not the earth

- For human beings back then earth, moon,stars and the sun existed. From the human point of view, the natural tendency to see oneself as the centre led to the instinctive conclusion that the earth must be the centre of the universe. Moreover, because of the changing nature of the sky manifested the idea further, that the earth is the stable centre where everything else circles around. Everything seems to be at the service of the earth so human beings felt that the earth must be the highest creation of god and we have special importance. The story of the creation of the world did not mention any other planets and because people could not see them (because of lack of technology and accessibility) therefor the trust in a statement that the world circles around the sun was highly doubted. 

- If the church believed everything was created by god then singling out earth as the highest form of creation by god made us feel special and highlighted the fact that everything is related to us. We are the centre  where everything is served to us. That we are not special in relation to other planets who also circle the sun, made us not really special in the great scheme of the universe. It forces the notion that the dynamics of the universe is much more complex and that human beings as well as the earth are not as important as they think they are. We are in less control if we have to circle around the sun to be in the state we are in. To be not at the centre could be interpreted that God does not see us as the pinnacle of creation and that we can be sacrificed for a bigger picture. It confuses them that a star without change or living beings is more important than the earth. The reason for the creation of us human beings and the idea of god back then would dissolve. Therefore the existence of religion will be put into question especially the christian religion who propagates the specialness and importance of the earth and human beings as the highest form of creation.

INFJ often have an open mindset because they are an open system that tries to close themselves with other systems that fit. We relate to the information other people give us which then we filter it through our mental framework and see how that information fits in there. Some people feel alienated and distant by that process because they seem to be abstracted and the situation or action is analysed without taking the feeling of them into account. Some people feel that they are not judged personally and that the other person really tries to understand the situation. This process is multilayered. It helps to understand the broad range of human interaction and they try to filter that information through extroverted feeling, introverted thinking and extroverted sensing to see or plan how to behave, if they themselves are in that situation in the future and how they should interact with that person who tells them that information. A lot of different perspectives are taking into that process which takes longer to process and implement. People who are system oriented have a fear that people do not like them because of a flaw they perceive and they know that a detail can change the working of a system and this creates a change in perceptions that you want to present. If other people point out a flaw in their system they feel that they are not protected enough of the present and future.

If you are not embarrassed or do completely see yourself in the last picture that was taken the second before now you are growing but stagnating. Embarrassing feelings is a sign of reflection,openness and growth.

It is interesting that males try to represent, direct or develop the female gaze through their male gaze. The male justify their right to form the female as they want to because of the trained and instinctive animalistic quality of females to serve. It is natural and instead to fight we should respect it. But here lies the fundamental flaw in this interpretation. In their perspective respect is earned or granted  if they are on the same level as them or above. Their power of manipulation and control of natural elements make them lose respect for nature's forces. And the lack of physical danger coming of females do not force them to respect them. And here is one factor of the human race that should foster it besides the natural law of physical strength - Consciousness. Men need to see a womans instinct to serve objectively and not only focussing to their sex. There is reasons besides considering the male sex that developed this instinct in many mammals including humans. And the dynamics and roles of them develop and is influenced by the environment. The context of serving a lot of men misunderstand or see it based on their surroundings and the reasons why they serve. The different perspective lenses of both leads to sometimes false interpretation what the other tries to communicate. They see nurturing nature as an exchange for their safety. And here lies the intellectualising of feelings of human beings. Humans are observed and analysed by the categories of other mammals.Although similar in nature the mental wiring and processing of the human race has to be taken into account. Feelings are the reasons why human beings do what they do. They need them to survive and thrive. If those are similar analysed like instincts there lies a problem which even more so comes from men than women. Women are more aware of their feelings and respect and try to understand them more. It seems men are more instinctual so their need to fulfill them more immediately is higher. It is logical because they always have the physical capacity to go, not like woman. Woman because of her physical nature needs to be more protective. The issue lies in the way we live today. We do not live in tribes anymore where you are much more protected than we are today. So the dynamic changed and the concept of romantic love developed. Romantic love could have been also a part of tribe dynamics but their seem a more acceptance of having different partners you shared this feeling too. Romantic love resembles more the love a mother has for a child, lasting a whole lifetime and always the centre where she revolves it. The questionlies why do men feel jealous - is it because of the vanishing of a possible mother for his child? Is it deeper than that? Same for woman - a vanishing prospect of safety or is it come from a deeper feeling connection between the pair? How does the other sex experience those things? It is hard to experience something only through words and observation. You can only understand how you feel individually. So people tend to project - Men think women are pragmatic and instinctual as they are and women think men are or should be more feeling-based. You will have the tendency to  understand things from your experience and your point of view. Whether logic is even influenced by sex would be interesting to know. If logic is more neutral and similar between the sexes than it would be a better point of reference in the dynamics between the sexes. It is free from personal experience and is more interested in facts and interdynamics of processes and reference points. I think dependency is a big key why there was such an imbalance in a man and woman relationship. Men had an easier time to find a new spouse because woman needed a man to survive, not only in nature even in human societies. And human beings often act out of necessity. But Romantic Relationships were always a big part of developed human societies - can be a created tool so it is made sure that the next generation can be raised to keep the society going in developed high cultures. I think human beings realised that sexual attraction is not enough to foster a loyalty especially in men that would make him stay in one relationship and go against his nature. Men are idealist so their idealist nature has to be triggered to stay with one woman. But sometimes instincts are more powerful than ideals in a moment so men see things in pragmatic terms of instinct gratification. The confusing thing for men is that romantic love is based on the womans perceptions of feelings and men relate it more to sensations. The middle ground men chose for themself is that they want to live out their instincts but with the enjoyment of the woman. It is still self - referential but the status of women being more independent makes it  necessary to provide differently for women and that comes from their idealistic vision of how a man should be. Interestingly enough for them it is much harder to read whether a woman is "in the mood" because they are still self - referential and their sexual desire comes from them, not necessarily that the other person wants it. Everyone wants to be wanted but women are more prone to engage and feel sexual desire by the sexual desire of man but not necessarily the other way around. Women can adapt more easily than men.  Human Interaction and getting into a romantic relationship is a much harder endeavour than the animal kingdom. It is a lot more complex and the difficulty of the individual personalities of human beings and their individual dynamics between each other makes it much harder to find the right person to share a life with and potentially raise a family. Fulfilling someone's instincts is easier than the complexity of feelings and mental needs.

The problem of the Millennial generation is that we have to live in a system that is built on a perception of the world that we do not share. Baby Boomers and Generation X are raised in a more collective oriented society where maximization and Energy Efficiency was propagated. Their school education was informative as well as memorisation oriented than the education system that switched in 1984 to a more logical analysis and interpretation approach for Millenials. There's a certain dissatisfaction between Baby Boomers and Generation X but they still see the world in a similar manner. The bigger divide happens between Millenials and these two previous generations. The mind is selective and the different approaches lead to valid arguments on both sides which make both sides reluctant to see and understand the other point of view and to compromise. Millenials are confronted everyday by people we do not want to be but have to be in order to survive. Men do not want to be the macho men who are selfish and do not have interest in feelings and emotions like the image  of the Baby Boomers nor be the all feelings, sensitive, all accommodating, perfectionistic and ideal men that feminism dictates them to be worthy to be in a relationship. Woman do not want to be all career - driven, work is everything and living my identity out without any consideration of other people like female Baby Boomers nor they want to be the stay at home mom, who only do the necessary and tries to use any source possible to have an easy and luxurious lifestyle  like Generation X. Millennials want to be respected as the person they are and not what the other Generation wants them to be. MAn want to be able to express feelings, be sensitive, listens to other people, seeks harmony and balance, is able to compromise and able to discuss who does what to make things even and efficient for everybody, but they also want to be able to speak their mind without harsh criticism, be adventurous, be strong, lead people and try to build their identity and make their visions true. They want to make other people stronger and help them to find their own pathway in the world. Woman want to be respected  of what they have to say, they should be acknowledged for their work they do, their insight and their wisdom, the innovative, futuristic and visionary nature they have as well as their sensitive nature, their ability to be emphatic and express their feelings, be nurturing and caring and able to see things in a more collective manner. They want to guide and help in a supportive and explorative manner and want to give their intuitive and life experience that accumulates with life. We do not want to be judged only in the relation of the collective and what we did or do for it. We want to be judged based on how we build our character. We want to be human, not an image or ideal to the previous generation expect us toi be. We want to be a team, the humankind team, working together side by side and appreciating each other's individual talents and thinking as well. But we are seen as objects, as a source for the survival of the society as we know it. We have to thrive for that ideal so that the systems are able to function.  

Men have to teach themselves what woman want and need and whether it is important to them, because it means giving up their throne of the species and sex with the least threats. That means giving up his perceived power position of king and subordinate, who is a tool for his satisfaction. But men are also not taught that giving can be sometimes more satisfying than taking. The dance of give and take is the ultimate pleasure. Man should listen to their logical thinking and be the person they want and need to be and not be scared of giving up their power piston and throne because they can be judged. The problem is men are performance oriented and idealistic. Not meeting their expectations are things they are very sensitive about. Men tried to diminish the role Adam has on Eve´s life. He was responsible for her and his family. He use any means necessary to help them survive and make them happy. But men are also opportunistic and energy efficient. Wifes and children are cheap labor. You can speak differently to them. But by using nature's development, they know women will have the tendency to be more caring and naturally take on more tasks. The role of women becomes the ultimate wish fulfillment for men with no strings attached and because of their instinct desire to have a family, security and connection they thrive for that. But women have to realise that they can receive it without being their ideal image. Women should not enable men to have an easy life, they should help each other grow and to become better people. Women feel lonely because you only can feel love if the person sees you as a person, not an object. You can adore an object, but it will never be the same as loving a living being. Human nature is completely ignored and dismissed, as they are not as productive, intelligent, wise and important for human development than they are. Men need to be taken care of because they have a more important role in society than women. How come that man is so afraid of giving? Are they scared that all investments will be taken away by women so easily and your effort is not worth anything anymore? Feeling used and not being able to feel happy again - that is the feeling and experiences that women experience every day - but we are not scared, because we know that it is the only way to find true happiness and men should also not be scared, because they are stronger than they think.

Immigrants who were raised in a chaotic state of political difficulties in their country learned that the only ones you can trust is your intimate family members because there is a biblical component of connection there and you would not easily betray this than an outsider - is about survival of similar genes and the spiritual connection and hereditary knowledge that results from this. That is why a lot of immigrants can not or have a hard time to make acquaintances in a new county because they learned subconsciously that trusting other people than your family is dangerous. If you are surrounded by danger and chaos all the time you kind of are limited to the age you were when you were surrounded by that. If it started even before you were born and is consistently dangerous you already developed a certain kind of personality surrounded by the goal of surviving, not really thriving. The problem is the nature of responsibility - how much can you give someone's agency about one's life and their decision. We are easily manipulated and influenced by the world around us. The conflict lies between three things, our personality, our need for integration and the state around us. If those three things do not align, cognitive dissonance arises. It seems like if you are an adult, assimilating to a new environment is so much harder than for children. Children do things intuitively whereas adults are more conscious. The problematic nature of immigrant children are oftentimes to be a kind of a translator or diplomat through the different worlds they have to move through. The constant switch of doing things your parents can not do because they were confronted and confused with this new system they are living in, and trying to focus your own development, which should be the priority, will lead to a longer time to develop to a certain kind of character. The conscious nature of the parents is oftentimes more a negative influence than a positive one. The brain needs to refigure out how it develops in an unnatural state. Not having the guidance of the parents to go through the environment effectively, leads to two possible outcomes- looking it outside the family or in oneself.  This consequence of their conscious nature should be made aware of by people who want to move in a new culture with a new language. They have to force themselves to not rely on their children. They neglect the responsibility they have for their children. when giving them tasks that they naturally are not supposed to do. The problem is that the brain is wired to be energy efficient and to trick your brain to do things in a more energy-intensive way is extremely hard. The brain has to decide what it is the right decision to do. Immigrant children tend to be angry, frustrated as well as feel limited in their development because of the parents lack of motivation to integrate themselves in the new society. They know their position in the family structure should not involve certain tasks and the level of responsibility given by the parents. They feel used. There is another thing to be sensitive about the judgement of others, but if it goes so far that you do not respect the society's values and lifestyle, it leads to a natural separation which can not always be sustained. The children then have to deal with the arrogance of their parents towards the system that helps them to have the lifestyle they have now. But the parents based on their past experiences and influence of the old culture and society they lived in leads to the limited perception they have now. To learn something that is non instinctive is hard and needs years of training. Openness, Acceptance,honesty and Objectivity is the key here. The responsibility which was taken away for yourself and was put toward the family has to switch back to oneself. You are responsible for how you can make peace with the situation you are living in as well as the past. The problem with the Millennial generation is they want the acknowledgement of the wrongdoings of the previous generation they will often not get. The different perspective of responsibility has to be accepted by all generations. Finding Understanding by yourself is the only expectation that can be fulfilled by oneself. Whether previous generations know what they did or not  is hard to know, especially if it seems like they justify their actions all the time or express the lack of understanding towards the newer generation. There will be no positive development of the human race if people stay in a blame state. It seems like mistakes that are part of the human psyche  are such a hard concept to accept that they change the interpretation of reality to something that gives them a guilt free mind. Guilt is a byproduct of mistake which can lead to stagnation if there is no in depth analysis of the mistake

The story of Adam and Eve is a story that can be viewed and used in different angles. It seems like one big topic is how the thirst for knowledge can change your perspectives on life. If it is a metaphor of the power of knowledge or perceived knowledge then you can argue that the story indicates that eating the apple opened a certain kind of knowledge framework that led to the perspective shift of paradise to hard work. Whether it has something to do with sexuality and the consequences of having children and the responsibility that comes with it can be interpreted that way but not necessarily, because it can only be a story of an experience or a piece of knowledge that can change your life or the perception of it and therefore your action. How much control you have is based on how much control you want to have. Why search for knowledge if the perception of your current life has a more positive feeling and perspective? Searching for knowledge is a conscious, subconscious and unconscious method that searches for safety and control in the hand of yourself, but actually makes your life harder. This is a question you have to ask yourself in relation to the seduction of Eve. What is the reason or reasons that she bite in that apple? This is not clearly expressed in that story. The power of creation is very seductive and gives ultimate control. It also gives independence that Eve may have thrived to have. She wanted to create and sexuality is a very powerful force for creativity. You create connection, flow of energies and produce life - a creation that was in control of two beings deciding to create. But the need for creation comes with a cost and can lead to a negative shift in the cycle of life. The story expresses many layers of the dynamics in the psyche and mental state of a human being. To Eat that apple you needed some kind of Consciousness and free Will to make a decision. So how can the bite of the apple be associated with the fall out of the life cycle of the world? The story tried to explain why we are different from the rest of the animal kingdom metaphorically.

The story about Adam and Eve can be interpreted in so many ways because the metaphors  and symbols used can have different interpretations with a different perspective and context. One interpretation that can be filtered out is the nature of human beings to try to understand everything and how this urge can lead to a harder and "less" happy life. The bite of the apple resembles how an event or information / the quest for the truth can change your perspective on everything and can take away your freedom/trust can represent the first stages of the  conscious, so the development of a child to a teenager in paradise and then on earth to adults. Full developed consciousness means responsibility. You consciously can alyse and reflect which actions lead to which outcome. So the urge of knowledge should lead to feeling responsible that is needed for a family system/society etc. to work. Moreover giving Adam the apple alias the truth means that if you give your knowledge to someone else it can change his perception which can lead in a drastic change of life circumstances and lifestyle. The story is a warning that you always have to critically think before you accept new knowledge also after that and when to give information to other people. Moreover, ir represents  how mankind can be led to a certain direction so called "planting a seed" . It explains how little information can grow to a tree can happen completely subconscious and when the fruit is there and you know what it is about/taste can lead to major changes in your behaviour etc. which can be very dangerous. The temptations of the fruits of the subconscious are high because humans are curious but that means they can be manipulated very easily. The story of Adam and Eve teaches that not giving or presenting the full truth can lead to unexpected negative changes. In addition it can be seen how teenagers are easily influenced and that forbidden things interest them because as children they were protected from major consequences by their family but with the first glimpse of consciousness they are faced with them There is a switch of trust from the family to yourself. It is needed to have self trust in your perception and decision making in order to sustain a family or your tribe where you are in. It talks about how sexuality can change your life forever and the bliss of not having responsibility is gone. Sexuality is the key for interpersonal relationships and how you relate to the world. You have a much more conscious perception of what affects what, who and how. If  living for yourself in harmony with the universal energy like children do  is a representation of paradise and adulthood like earth You are aware of your own limitations and the loss of safety you had as a child. Responsibility supplements freedom and you have to know when you are ready. Adam and Eve were not ready because they did not know the consequences of sexual intimacy because high instinct with the first stages of consciousness can lead to unprepared and harder life. Our thirst for knowledge is often triggered by fear. The conscious knowledge we accumulated through our lifetime and the history of humankind is completely absolute and unnecessary which is the original fault of humans which led to their downfall and the constant search to get to paradise again. The biggest trigger is the fear of humans. They should look at the world through a different perspective. It seems like they have a problem with trusting nature also. The evidence shows it is much more effective than human thinking. It is interesting because the difference between human fear and animal fear seems like the concept of time and the future. If a human being builds something and knows how it works, it can create those things as long as there are ressources. It is a system which always function similarly with similar conditions. Nature does have its principles that still are functioning today but the different forces of the system lead to different outcomes and the nature of humans are not built for fast adapting or surviving those drastic changes. The problem is not that human beings try to protect and foresee the future but the disintegration of nature leads to much more fear because it limits perspective and information observation. If humans would try to integrate themselves into nature and protect and support it, Human beings would reach the paradise state they instinctively are born with.

is the year were critical thinking is introduced to the school system and to verify and test every statement on logic and experiment. This system was taught to every person until the early 2000. Only the Millenials were taught critical thinking - that is why we get watched and probably the technological gadgets were developed to watch us at all times. We have to do two things to be free  - do not use tech, gadgets

                                                                                                                                                                                                        -  or be unafraid what will                                                                                                                                                                                                                         happen to you regardless

There is the saying treat your neighbour you want to be treated or Love people like you love yourself. In conclusion to that you should also treat yourself with kindness, respect and politeness as you treat your neighbour, So if you have negative or impolite thoughts take the position of the neighbour and how he would react to this thought. If you are not happy with yourself you can not truly live from your convictions  to be polite, respectful and kind because how you see yourself will be subconsciously projected to other people and you become disrespectful, unkind and impolite. In order to respect yourself, you have to be self-aware and objectively who you are, where you want to be and what kind of person you can be. That is why religion exists to help people to respect themself. Through respect you can love. There are different respect levels human beings can have - respect as a creation of the universe, the status of a human being, being a person and respect for someone's personality and the love level and the kind of love differs from each level. The point you can work on is the respect - level of a person and that of the personality. Respect and Love represent the yin/yang concept. Both influence each other. If you do a respectful and kind deed, does not mean that other people would reciprocate but the right people with the right mindset will.

Everyone has a never ending play/ Story in your mind with different roles like the hero, the villain, the demon, trickster etc. You are your own book, when you can decide or change it is fate. The key is to be conscious about it. Everyone has an adventure to experience and it is unique to everyone,

I am the son of god.

I am the sun of Life.

I am the light of Life.

I am the warmth of Life.

I am the Enlightenment of Life.

Everyone has the truth which is the universal wisdom and intelligence innate and you get enlightenment through the analysis of the self. The self is needed to build an understanding of everything you are and want you choose to become: Everything is perspective. Do not search for other people to enlighten you, only you yourself can do it. Most people live one aspect of truth and to get access to the universal truth that connects everything you need to look inwards in the depth of your intelligence of mind,body and soul.

People who are more sensual are more sensitive to the inner sensation the body gives but often also afraid whether what they need is not too much for the other person. There is a vulnerability to be open about one's needs and wants and why certain things give someone pleasure. Those people are afraid of what other people think of them. So to just receive sensation is safe because they are free of judgement. Sexual people do not think or are afraid of what people are thinking because they are more open to the human aspect. As long as there is consent and no harm is caused, everything is ok. They know they have to initiate to feel what they want to feel but also to get a reaction from the other party. There is a balance between their needs and the needs of the partner. An advantage of sexual people is they both get excited by fulfilling the sensation of the partner but also knowing by meeting their own needs the partner enjoys it, too. They work with reality and not possibilities so thinking or judging a person for their sexual needs is irrelevant as they deem so. They are giving by nature so they know what you have to give/ have to give something to get something in return. Moreover, it is about control and the efficiency of satisfying or reaching a certain sensation. Receiving a certain sensation if you are passive needs a lot more patience. The feeling of not being able to fulfil certain needs is worse than waiting for the partner to figure out what you like. They have a certain perfectionistic aspect that makes them very insecure. Sexual people know that it is about Trial and Error and that human beings have to accept that side of them. 

Life is about decision and you decide what kind of a person you want or need to be -> everything results in how your takes it course

When you live in truth, you will suffer, because you realise that you are more powerless and unknowing in the power dynamics and interconnections of everything. Knowing that life takes its course and you as a human being are powerless , puts human beings in extreme fear, And this fear does the exact opposite for what is used for, to rescue someone from danger. The problem arises of people who are connected with the collective unconscious but the overflow and oftentimes indistinctive nature of the information coming out in the real world, scares those people a lot. In the logical thinking of those humans, they understand messaging as something for which they have to prevent those events from happening. Then the person searches for more information but neglects information that comes its way that would tell him the answer but he or she is so busy searching for more details that they are unable to prevent it. When do you neglect your universal task and when do you impede the natural flow of things? - whether they should prevent it is another question because maybe this event is necessary that something good comes out of it. Basically it is the search of consciousness to be able to change consciousness or reality. 

Is suffering the price we pay for the development/consciousness we thrive for. Is consciousness worth it?

Harry Potter represents the switch of the societal values of knowledge, power and status to honor, decency and hard work. The interesting superficial  paradox lies in the interpretation that knowledge, power and status serves the individual not the collective and honor, decency and hard work serves the collective not the individual. Both value systems are collective and individualistic at the same time. The first one is oriented to the betterment of the lifestyle 

Behaviours, actions and opinions of Harry Potter represent the relationship between the Baby Boomers and Millennials (students of Hogwarts). People who are afraid, who bring fear, who look away because of their image, who are more show that content, who are sadistic. who want power, who want order, have been so traumatised that most of them developed negative traits with devastating outcomes for themselves and others. But why do the students of Hogwarts not develop those traits like the Baby Boomer/Gen X , also they were also not treated any better than them or even worse. The difference is the switch of societal value, importance of status and decency and you can see that in how the professors at Hogwarts taught the students. Hogwarts was famous for believing in a more integrated school system, where honor and hard work was more important than status by blood or money. This switch happened Because despite how horrible they were brought up they lived in a peaceful state of society (before the battle of Hogwarts) They never had to fear for their life consciously and continuously as well as in the sheer dominance of warfare. That is why besides the atrocities they endured they had the surrounding that helps them to connect to a past of their brain, that a lot of their parents' generation do not have access to, too. They were in a different surviving state than the millennial generation was. Their parents were so involved in collective thinking and personal status, that the Gen X were not really raised so the shock of their hyper awareness of teenage years led to developing extreme tendencies in the egoistical and sacrificial level, sometimes in manifestation of both. Both dealt with power and survival, some try to survive through becoming what a person wants, so they do have to search for other people or they manipulate and use harmful physical force to stay in power. Sadism and Masochism is really developed in this Generation. Through the more now reflective and quiet Baby Boomer generation and the extremism of Gen X , which are represented by the different roles in the Harry Potter Series, Millennials saw the bad and good outcomes of both and with their innate born logic could determine what kind of values they fight for. Before the battle of hogwarts they had the time to reflect that and were ready. The Generation before was not, because war happened in a split second. The parents before had to make sure that their children do as they say in dangerous situations so they can be safe. Certain emotional needs and experience that a child naturally has to have were not possible. So they stagnated in their development. Millennials in the HArry Potter series before the battle of Hogwarts had to deal with individual threats or a small group but in war everyone can be a threat and this mindset is still ingrained in the Gen X/BAby Boomer Generation. They know everything can be taken away from you so you have to be always work hard and be prepared. Emotional needs in that is not even existing. But what they overlooked is the conscience that comes after that were present in some Roles in Harry Potter. And to protect your conscience integrity is needed and willing to sacrifice your love for the truth. There lies the true happiness of a person, to be aligned with integrity and conscience. After the battle of Hogwarts the students were traumatised, but they did not suffer because of a false decision over non-existing integrity which helped the next generation to become healthier versions who are able to build a stable society.  Gen X is the most selfish generation because in comparison to Baby Boomers they only believe in individual happiness that is even a more priority than your children. This dude in integrity and values leads families/parents to see their children as a threat to their safety and status and use different measures to force them to behave as they want to as seen in the Malfoy and Lestrange Family. Being truthful led to a both side rejection and divide. People who lost their feeling of control early on uses different ways to feel safe. But that led to losing the humanity of a whole generation which only can come back in a situation of peace. The books never stated how psychologically and emotionally this generation has to deal with the past. Because we are still in that. Process of finding out what kind of left effects of the behaviour of the previous generation has on us and how we will treat our children and the people around us.

A lot of dystopian books and movies arise because the millenials subconsciously feel that the previous generation wants to erase us. The younger generation have to fight for their right to live. Our objective but also empathetic nature is a thread to their status and survival. We are born to help them survive but like Jesus the older generation are not seeing it because we are not the rescuers they imagined us to be. It comes from an individual revolution represented by Jesus to a collective evolution of a generation so the fight and destruction of this generation is much much bigger. It is more a economic, health and mental warfare that the individual destruction of a person. This is the separation Jesus talks about. He talked to our generation and all the generation who sees the truth, suffers under the lies of the older generation and gives the confirmation and support they need to stay on their path, because in the end you have to be loyal to the truth not to human beings. This is the most difficult perspective humanity had and has and will have to face because of our nature. They try to destroy our generation by making us impotent by not giving us chances to get to positions of influence and also make the younger generation scared to think logically and forming their own opinion because it is not about thriving anymore is about survival. Giving them outwardly with fashion the right to express themselves but at the same time take away what matters the most is the individual thinking process and being self-confident to have personal opinions through example Cancel Culture but also bad grading if you do not get the "right answer" right away. It is a way of mental manipulation and takes way the ability to think through obstacles on their own. They are taught that they have to think a certain way to survive, it is not about personal happiness.  And the trope of uncool and angry Millennials who just talk but do not do anything should stop the influence of Millennials on Gen Z. For a collective society in those books and movies they are quite protective of their individual well being even at the cost of their own family members. It seems like a physical survival state which lasts for a long period of time changes the brain into doing things that are highly immoral and would not. Their sadistic nature  is an omnipresent characteristic. Are they sadistic as a form of control to force fear out of Millenials? 

For a collective society in those books and movies they are quite protective of their individual well being even at the cost of their own family members. It seems like a physical surviving state which lasts for a long period of time changes the brain into doing things that are highly immoral and would not really work in a tribe environment but because of the nature of society we have today it seems like the brain deems it justifiable in its merit of survival. Maybe Millenials are sad and disappointed that the society that should protect them and teach them to be helpful, useful and happy failed them because of their fear. Millenials had to find their own way and only through the quest of knowledge and logical thinking as well as the collective unconscious led us to a healing process that probably does not end in our lifetime but needs a lot more generation to come. 

I think the individual survival of the Baby Boomer generation shows that war and poverty makes you egocentric in your pursuit of survival and even your children feel like a threat, also you got them in the first place as a controllable back up, which they now see as a rebellion against this objectification.

The person with the higher power should be the most modest person because balance is the key of responsibility.

Harmony has more layers than no tension felt, ´Contentment comes from a system that works smoothly and is beneficial to a lot of people. It is understable logical and works in the external and internal environment. People feel good about it because it aligns with values as well as morals and fits to a greater goal of meeting all the needs and wants a human being can have. It also gives freedom to ideate and support development.Criticism or critique are allowed to keep the system up to date. So harmony is interdependent to a lot of categories and can be separated into emotional, physical and psychological harmony, logical and effective harmony,systematic and concrete harmony, processing and gathering for harmony, harmony in the abstract world and chaotic harmony.

Some people prioritize one aspect of harmony over the other, but in the end all aspects are important to create a fulfilling harmony for everyone.

The self destructive nature is a product of consciousness and seemingly free will. Because instinct is something firm and not really testable because it is rarely conscious. Free will needs to test its limits in every single direction it could take from a complete self-sabotage to enlightenment about the self.

When a newborn is distanced from his or her mother before the age of three, does the connection dissolve or weaken so the mirrored feeling is not felt. If a mother is surrounded by their children all the time and does not see other people at work etc. does the instinctive mirrored feeling or connection get even stronger. The children become the indirect connection to the outside world where in your mind you can judge it objectively without getting triggered by an interaction. But if you do not have first hand experience where a lot of other perceived information is existing, that means you can not really judge objectively or correctly if there is not enough information taken into consideration. Can the children communicate or even listen to the thoughts of their mother because they were her only company? Maybe, when the mother during pregnancy and before birth was in a certain mental state has influence on certain illnesses or even thinking and copying patterns now the newborn can inherit. It would be Interesting in the development phase of a fetus can its mind determine the health security of oneself given by the mother? Are newborns who are distanced by their mother feel that she is unfit or even dangerous to his health because of a certain thinking pattern the mother had during pregnancy. Does it know it is the first, second or x child? Does this knowledge change about how the new born interacts with the mother? If a newborn does not get feedback from their mother early on , does it always feel in danger of his or her life - an unhealthy mother means different things in different life stages but instinctively you want to solve it.

The universe protected the millennials from the rage and jealousy of the previous generation that their children, whatever they do, never got so messed up like them. The powerlessness they felt made them angrier and more sadistic but whatever they did or do they never did so much harm as they wanted whatever they do not understand what did their children have that they are so resilient to everything or angry at the universe protecting them and giving them all the wisdom to heal and they are stuck to themselves the fight between them and the universe is about power. Millenials are much more trusting and modest about their relationship towards everything around them which the previous generation have not. We represent everything they can not be because whatever the reason the universe had mercy on our generation We Millennials can start a generation of superheroes and create families like the incredibles. Let's be superheroes for the next generation and each other and fight the negativity and trauma of the  previous generation. Let's transform from the Generation of the lost and traumatised villains to a generation of superheroes who have each other's backs, protect and support each other and let the universe be absolutely balanced and harmonised and reach for absolute clarity.

She was Harley and Joker at the same time. That is why people were attracted and scared of her at the same time. She looked like a female but she seemed childish, neutral and open to be tight down to any gender. She was undiscovered territory which resulted in mixed behaviour towards her. But how dangerous she really was she did not even know her self - and this was the most fearful of people towards her - what happens when she decides what her true nature is ... everything that will happen is on the whim of her conscience.

because every bad decision or a deficit in knowledge wants to remind me every single time  I look in the mirror or am alone. It does not forgive anything because it knows when I do not see things I forget. So I have to live with the eternal marks I did consciously and unconsciously because of my masochistic tendencies. Everything is about balance even if it is your mental state against your body.